#psyreii

[miami-morty]

psyreii asked: how about now?

[nope i can only see the thing on my dash, when I go to my inbox to check the message there’s nothing there]

[miami-morty]

psyreii asked: I really hope I didn't bother you, I'm sorry about...

bb It says you sent me an ask and I can see it on my dash but when I click the inbox there’s no message! IM me plz!!!! 

also I guess everyone be aware that the ask box is absolutely broken suddenly!

[seventh-tense]

im sorry but i still enjoy Your Blog continue existing pls

Hey anon- hugs you, if nothing else I’m sorry for my silence for all these past few months, both here on Tumblr (inbox message-wise) and on the Youtubes and pretty much everywhere else too, really. I’ve been going through some kinda life-upheavaling stuff these past few months, and it’s been really tough for me to summon up enough courage to make an entrance back into being socially active. I’ll probably make a long post about what all has happened these past few months, or maybe a video or something, but I did want to say for what it’s worth that I am safe and I am alive and that I still love you all very dearly.

Socially speaking, I’m not the strongest dude out there- it really is a challenge for me at times to get the confidence and  energy and inspiration enough to say anything at all to people, even those that are closest to my heart, and that’s due to how I was raised, my various mental maladies, all sorts of internal jive that undermines the way I want to live and my relationships with the people I love. But all that said, the feelings I have for you, for my friends, for anyone I’ve talked to or hung out with or kept up even a partial correspondence with is still as strong as the day I met them, I still think about you all every single day... corny and perhaps a touch hyperbolic, but it is pretty accurate to how i’ve been feeling these past few months.

But at any rate, I am getting better, and my life and my heart are both starting to become a touch more stable again. I hope this can lead to being as active and fun and talkative and free as I used to be and as I truly want to be, but it is a process, and I’ve learned after many abortive attempts to be patient with myself and the speed at which I need to recover. Know that you all are in my thoughts, and very much in my heart, and that I’ll be back soon. <3 

[seventh-tense]

btw abbzwohlfarth I can't find where the ask button is on your blog, sorry for the formatting bs on the reply- also i had no idea psyreii was your twin that you mentioned, she sent me an ask recently too,i feel so honored by both of your guys' stuff just, all the love to you both