misc. starter call, accepting! ˎˊ˗ @absentpublic ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚
the bang of the door that leads out to the alleyway echoes against the brick, the impact punishing carrie immediately for setting a foot outside the door. it’s unnecessary, she already regrets storming out of rehearsal. at the very least, she had excused herself. poorly, and unconvincing, and at least five people in that room would doubt whatever lie she comes back with. carrie knows the worry shared by her girls comes from a place of care, but, now, when all carrie wants to do is shrivel away from the light, she wishes they just wouldn’t see at all. carrie could lie to the choreographer, she could lie to those observing the rehearsal, and carrie could absolutely, without a doubt, lie to her father. but she couldn’t lie to her best friends. and they were right, something was wrong.
she’s started seeing things again. and, no, it’s not a nightmare. yes, she’s sure. more than mirrors and windows, the shapes of people have grown more solid as carrie’s fear increases, and now she’s worried that people will find out. it feels like a ticking time bomb, one that happened to explode during rehearsal when a foggy shape slipped behind one of the dressing room curtains. carrie saw it out of the corner of her eye, and darted.
it’s fine. it’ll be fine, she just needs some air.
what the fuck is wrong with her?
the darkness of the alley swallows her vision whole, and carrie blinks up at the sky, hoping her vision clears and adjusts to the sky that can light her way. in the city, it never gets all that dark, anymore. still, it’s dark enough that carrie doesn’t notice the mousy little teenage girl until she looks back down. for some reason, it doesn’t startle her. she doesn’t- this girl that carrie has no idea who she is. a stranger, definitely not someone who went to her school. but she’s so small, and so quiet that the darkness has eaten her up, and those big, round, dark eyes are devouring something on their own. carrie wishes she didn’t look, wishes she hadn’t followed the girl’s gaze because what’s waiting for her- is dead. it looks dead. and it’s not real, so why is the other girl looking? carrie, impatient, a sharp bubblegum pink that doesn’t quit, snaps at her. “ what the hell are you looking at? ”












