#puh posting

[pearly-molars]

I just get the impression that it's not entirely normal or ordinary to Feel a character's presence within your head so vividly you feel like they're alive and you can mentally "see" them moving or doing activities. Like most people probably don't experience that. And them coming to take the drivers seat sometimes. I'm still lucid and conscious when they do this so it causes conflict bc the characters then also start feeling like they're doing something wrong or they get worried. Or we just don't get any word out bc I'm trying to restrain myself bc I feel like I'm doing something bad and abnormal while they're. Idk. Stumbling around bc they've never done this.

[pearly-molars]

Friends. If you did end up becoming a system/plural. Genuinely how would you find out. I experience alot of unreality and some psychosis symptoms for trauma reasons and my friend, plural, often relates to stuff I share. Can anyone advise me. I don't wanna feel like I'm being wrongful and a faker or doing something bad when I'm not really plural. I don't wanna be harmful. Can someone help clarify at all.

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I should make some story where a character who's meant to represent me does horrible things and is punished and hated for it. So I could properly flagellate myself

[pearly-molars]

MY LIKES

- Gore/guro

- Cnc (certain flavors)

- piss

- petplay (Being owner)

- animal play (being animal)

- mutilation fantasy/caretaking (receiving or giving)

- Religious play

- feederism (feeding + being fed)

- forcemasc / transition / masculinization

- nonhumanism

- transformation / monsterification / animalification

- Being dominant

- Child/little (me) X mommy (someone else)

IFFY/HIGHLY DEPENDS

- self harm

- Being submissive

- Being degraded

- abuse play (giving usually)

HARD NO

- Scat (this is triggering)(I like some other gross stuff except this tho)

- Detrans/misgendering

(I kinda wanted to put abuse play into the likes bc I enjoy the thought of exploring my abuse through kink - being abusive and violent myself especially with the enthusiastic interest of the other party but Idk. It depends)

[pearly-molars]

Look at you, in the changing rooms. You're an animal shaped like women. Somehow, you go undetected

You know what you are

You know you shouldn't be fitting in here

You feel like a fox, clad in feathers in the henhouse. They'd label you a predator if they only knew to. Somehow they don't. You feel like they should. But you're too afraid to put your head up and show your teeth.

They wouldn't believe you anyway.

What a weird morph. You can't believe you don't reek through your skin. Are they stupid? Don't they realize you're among them?

Maybe they'll notice if you could ever grow a bit more hair. When your "clitoris" can stand more inches on it's own. Maybe when the tumor-esque lumps on your chest have been freed of you. Maybe then.

What a weird morph you are. Would they accept you on the other side?

You continue to exist

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The fantasy of having been severely mutilated then having someone tediously patch you up and take care of you in your now helpless and useless state. Please. Please. Please.

Feed me by hand.

Wash my body for me.

Move me around in a wheelchair

Empty my colostomy and catheter bags

Change my bandages

Lay me to rest in a bed full of pillows

Let me be your useless little mutilated corpse that you keep alive. Because you want me alive.

[pearly-molars]

Calling her such a pretty and good girl while i pump myself off of her cute little cock

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I wish all transmasc smut content wasn't always centered around penetrating said transmascs with maybe a few fleeting mentions or tcock. Like c'mon guys.