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haha now I have made an new art blog -^w^-

So head over at travelingowlart and have a look, I will continue post my own art there.

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My room: My walls 1/2

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"This has happend so far" 2015-edition:

- I have stopped drinking soda (two days in now yaay!)

- cleaned my apartment

- seen my boyfriend totally shake it to and sung "R E S P E C T" by Aretha Franklin 

- got a cold

- lit a roughtly thousand candels in my apartment

- rewatched "Walking with dinosaurs" from -99

- sent in an arttest to an apprenticeship for a local gaming company I might get.

- Planing a trip tp Thailand since my boyfriends sister lives there

Well this year has been kind of sweet so far. Sassy boyfriend is sassy and I feel cosy and productive. Hope the storm Svea that is hitting us now not will be to thought on us, but just in case: candles!

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I will confess.

I have an addiction to coca cola.

I can drink up to more than 1,5 liters a day of this sickly-sweet poison and do you guys know why I have this addiction?

About a year and a half ago I started to go on diets. I counted calories and points. I skipped carbs, added carbs, skipped suger, added fat and all the other methods out there.

The one thing I could always count on was the coca cola zero. When I registered it in my countings it always ended up zero calories or points so it became my haven when my cravings became to high.

When time passed I switched coca cola zero to regular coca cola and it was a big mistake. I consumed bigger and bigger volumes and now I try to take controll over it. I know it may not be as big of an addiction as drugs or alcohol and when I tell people about it they don't take me seriouse, but it really affects my life. It drains money I could save or do something I would enjoy more with, it makes my bloodsuger spike and drop so fast that my body is constantly worn out and most of all; it threatens my health (even if I have not yet seen a doctor about it I know there are big consequences to consume this amount).

From the first of januari 2015 I will quit. It will be horrible even it is the best for me. But it is all my own fault. I don't blame anybody but myself.

But what do I want to say to you with this post?

Don't use a substitute to escape your cravings, work with them, eat healty and be happy. I know it sounds too easy, but I also know it doesn't have to be superdifficult either. Don't get fooled to seek out "the loophole" in the diets, you need to change your lifestyle if you want to be healthier than you are now, not find what "sweets" you can still eat. If you are fine about yourelf and your body image, I am superhappy for your sake and I hope I will reach it someday too.

Thanks for reading.

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so changed url from redheadedpassenger ----> pumpkinpassenger -^w^-