“You keep looking at me like you’re afraid I'm going to disappear.”
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"This was different." He says, struggling to put it into words. "I saw another you- looked exactly the same, sounded the same- only he wasn't you." Tears prickle in the corners of his eyes, his voice breaking. He tries to blink them back to no avail, scrubs them away with his hands. "He didn't know me."
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Meanwhile, in another world, Johnny Toast is recovering from a brief stint stuck on a deserted island, and runs into a very familiar face…..
(Have you ever wondered what the hell was up with the fake Johnny on the island during the Puppet Arc? Because I have!)
I post about my au of these goobers,art,funfacts,fanfic, ect
Don't hesitate to send a lore question [no nsfw I will just ignore you]
My au exist because I thought that jimmy stabbed toast in the "jimmy casket return” but I was wrong….so the au a “what if”
Notes: I love the retirement arc but it's so under cooked so im here to fix it, so if you have questions on that too I was also answer
[changes to retirement arc: more p.i.e ficus, drunk toast,spooker not doing well and recluse, colon more angry and worried]
Tw: my au will mention drugs [its macaroni but it's taken seriously] death,sh,addiction,alcohol,extreme violence,murders,abuse,eating disorder,homophobia,internalized homophobia,medicine and suicide [there maybe more bit it's hard to list it
My au: jimmy stabs toast in the “jimmy casket returns” video,toast is alive but unconscious and stuck in a odd coma thing [like the puppet arc but it's toast and memories…the good and the bad ones]
Toast is in there for 7 weeks
After that ghost is trying to find his family history [with spooker help]
After learning that Timothy casket wasn't his father [and then re-learning that Timothy was his uncle]
Spooker mental state is crumbling and uses macaroni to cope with it [colon hates it] he lives with his mother who always “jokes” around and calls him sensitive when he would react, he also lives with her asshole boy, he's the whole reason spooker hides money in his room
Colon is dating spooker but doesn't want to be outed so him and spooker keeps it a secret, no one but spooker even knows he's trans or bi
He kept all that hidden when he went to America and now it feels like all this efforts of being cis and straight is slowly leaving his fingertips,all his hard work,gone
Other characters are also here don't just think it's the p.i.e team so if you want to know about a character I haven't mentioned dot hesitant to ask
The only fanfic I have related to this au is this
An Odd morning Chakalata took his son to work with him for the first time, Fred's mother didn't seem so stable today. Who can blame her, es
Artem is flipping through the translation for the spell…. They really hope they did this right… languages outside of English and music really aren’t their strong suit… the instructions on how to undo the spell felt metaphorical in a way that doesnt translate well literally… but the actual instructions for the spell are clear enough.
They take their time setting everything up, making sure to be exact. As they chant, the library begins to grow dark, as if there is nothing outside of the circle. Just them and the void.
Then there’s a glow coming from within them, it grows brighter and brighter fully encompassing their form.
For a moment they are light.
Then that light shifts and they feel physicality return to them and the library is in clear view again.. but they felt…. Different…
They should have brought a mirror for this but they didn’t think of that before so instead they look down at their… paws…? Is that…. Felt? Oh… oh Gods they can’t let anyone see them like this!!
