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[gothhabiba]

Ornias

ornias: talk about a time where you felt drained of energy

pretty much at all times

[gothickittenprincess-blog]

Dear Diary,

Today I joined my friend, from whom I haven’t seen in a while, and we explored the fabulousness of being social.

We went to her mother’s home and to the back yard we socialized. And at one point. Her sister had said “look at that butt” her dog was posing for us, lol. But then it made me really sad b/c I thought about it some more; there are actual people out there that take advantage of animals, our own pets. Like explicitly violent things to a dog or even a cat. Or even hamsters.

Explicit activity:

There was a picture of a dog I saw once, it was on a website filled with old animal abuse content. And I saw it lying in a deformed position.. It was raped and a couple of ribs broken and it had a muzzle on and it just… Made me cry b/c it was a sweet dog or maybe it tried to kill him. I don’t know.. But to treat your pets like… Like that.. Hell, some of these people enjoy it hence beastiality.

I became super sad about this. I wasn’t prepared to make myself deal with that thought. I couldn’t get out of it. Even now, I kept seeing the explicit detail of the act. Sighs I hate my brain sometimes. It’s fucking annoying ya know. Moving on from that though, I had an alright day. Like I said I hung out with my friend. But her bf was there. I used to have no issues with the guy. She’s dating him, I support her and let her be happy if and when she’s truly happy. But I don’t approve of him. He straight up lied to my face. Says that he just feels shy around people he doesn’t know.. Yet, treats people he doesn’t know like they are his best friends. He was fucking Bella rude to me once, treated me like I didn’t know the safe areas of where I fucking lived. What the fuck. And had my boyfriend lie to me for about 3-4 months. Making me out to be crazy, my bf didn’t believe me when I had these thoughts about this dude.. And he tells my bf.. And tells him to not tell me or anyone else. Like what the actual fuck. So, he made my bf feel guilty b/c my bf didn’t believe me and then all of a sudden it was all true. … I fucking hate him. He never gave me a chance.

Here’s the three reasons why he hates me:

1. He hates how I treat my bf. 2. He hates how I don’t contribute to anything 3. He hates how I sound. (I have to ask my bf about these one’s. One of these is wrong.)

He constantly interrupts. He always has to have validation. He can’t not do something for my friend. I’ve known this girl longer than he has. Yes, she’s changed. I can’t figure out if it’s for the better or not. I legit can’t. But there are things I know she likes and immediately, whenever anyone brings up anything that she would like, he says she wouldn’t like that. And honestly she fuels that fire. So, I just stopped bring up shit to her. I don’t fucking like it. That atmosphere is poison for me. It’s a constant dictatorship. I’m all good with people doing whatever they want to make themselves happy. But if that is happiness for them.. I can’t be apart of it.

Wow. I had pent up feelings about this. I’m sorry, I can’t hangout with people like this. They aren’t worth anything to me. If they are going to say words that hurt me and I’ve said something to them.. I won’t fucking be around that. My friend? She’s changed. I’m really unsure as to what has happened. But she’s changed. It might be for the better? It might also be the way she was brought up. We are different. I wouldn’t know that much. She and I shared our lives with each other once, we dated. But we’re friends now. And I never saw myself as a poison for her. But maybe I was/is one for her. And if that’s the case, I’m sorry she feels that way. But, she’ll always be that girl that I have no regrets for dating. She’ll always have my support. And she’ll always have my respect. She’s doing a lot of good things with her life and I’m proud.

Hmm.. What else happened.. Well my bf and I left, went back to my house. And we had fun talking and giggling and being dorks. In front of my house though.. We had a fight about clarity. He said “you won’t be able to talk to me on my phone til I get home.” And I asked in a shocking manner, “you don’t have a charger??” And he either said, “we can talk via Skype” or “why would you think that.” I was baffled b/c all I wanted was an answer to the question. And we ended up dragging that conversation on for about 5 - 10 mins, shouting at each other and being reeeaaally stupid. When he finally answered. I told him that he could have said at the beginning, “well.. That’s not what I meant but yes I do.” Ya know. But he didn’t think of that. Which I can understand. But for the future.. He better b/c that was a stupid fight about if he really had a charger or not.

So, I went inside, said my goodbye’s and greeted my family. And played some skyrim. Twas nice. But I was already missing my knuckle head’s voice. He’s a sweet heart.

Thank you for listening to me. I hope this didn’t drag on too much. And the date for this is actually for is January 3rd. So yesterday. I should put dates on these. Could be reeeaaaally helpful. Talk to you later.

~GothicPrincess~

PS. My friend’s tumblr is fed-up-feminist. Bf’s tumblr is puppykun. Have fun.

PSS! I also watched paranormal activity: the marked one’s, for the first time. I love those movies the back story is the fucking best.

[gothickittenprincess-blog]

Dear Diary,

Today was another good day. Well, I’m content with it. I spent the day with two pretty cool people. It was balls cold out. For future reference that means it was sooo cold that, well, testicles would shrivel up and become close to the body. But we managed to get to where we were going and be with friends.

In the middle of everything I had those feelings again. Ya know, the type of feelings that just make you anxious b/c you know you should express your feelings to those you love and know that they will have your back.. And yet, you kinda sit in your pile of muk and just mope around; in this case, stay silent and just think about what you should and should not say.

Eventually, I got over the mukky feelings. And pulled out Pokémon. Yeah. I play Pokémon. And that’s okay. It’s meant for young adults now anyway. I mean kids caaan play it.. Buuut, let’s be honest here.

So I was watching Markiplier apply make up and play a game at the same time. That shit was great.

Um, but back to my day, we went to goodwill. Then we strolled around the mall. Then ended up back at our other friend’s place. And well, we’re kinda here now. Sleep over’s are cool like that.

My mom is a weirdo. She believes that I portray our family as tyrants that don’t feed or take care of me. I don’t do that. I respect and understand their rules. For example, there’s a rule that I need to ask the day before to just allow people in the house IF my father says it’s cool. So, I was kinda scolded for leaving my friends out in the cold. But was also told, “how can I answer when you don’t ask??” In all fairness. That is correct. But, my mother and father don’t seem to talk anymore(???). And this cause weird tension between everyone involved. So, I couldn’t ask b/c it’s the day of. I have to ask before the day starts; otherwise, father won’t get the texts or calls b/c of work. So, mother thought that I was portraying the family as being tyrants… I did not understand and honestly still don’t.

We played DmmD. For those that don’t know, Dramatical Murder. It’s a Visual Novel. Really good one too. Oh! It’s yaoi as well. I paid a lot of attention, mostly b/c my friends were reading out loud and I was fine with just listening. I enjoyed that.

Then again, we are talking about the girl that wants to pay for audible to read books to me. I don’t know about you, but I’d love to sleep to lord of the rings or even kama sutra. Heh heh heh. Shhh I’m not a perv (pffffff jk).

I had a fun day. I was content with the bad(ish?) things and got over them fairly quickly. So far, this new year is starting off pretty cool. I hope it stays that way. Talk to you later tomorrow.

~Gothic Princess~

PS. My friend’s tumblr’s are Puppykun, Kyuuhana, & Chikarawolf. Have fun.@

PSS. The date of this is January 3rd, 2015.

[davenailss]

I'm letting you bang my brother, the least you can do is tell me a funny story.

[fed-up-feminist]

If I were dating you, there would be no stopping the unrelenting bloodflow of our foes.

I... Yes.

[burningcards]

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santas frickle frackling too

Santas in Peru right now.

[matsuds-blog-blog-blog]

   Junko. You should go into your room. Haine and I have a surprise for you.

[ Surprise referring to, of course-- the dozens upon dozens of photocopies of pictures of her in the Enoshima Bowl-Cut Era taped all over the ceiling of her bedroom, the top of the fridge, the bathroom mirror, and anywhere else she couldn't reach without assistance. The labels with "haine rammsteiner ♥" and "yasuke matsuda ♥" stuck to any flat surface completed the picture-perfect nightmarish scene. ]