#purple mode

[obsessiveloverboy]

what do I have to do for you to love me ?

Beg.

[obsessiveloverboy]

I'm so sleepy. I'm so tired... Why can't I just sleep as much as I want? Why do I have to go to work and deal with other people? I just wanna have someone rub my back and play with my hair and let me sleep.

Oh, lost lamb. Isn't that exactly what I've been saying? Isn't that what I've been offering? There's no need for labour or relationships when you have me. Good little followers don't need to even think for themselves. How much either is it to simply be provided for and pay for it with worship?

Though, if you're truly asking to sleep, only my most sacred devotees are made eternal. So I suggest you pray hard and keep at my side.

[obsessiveloverboy]

Log 33

Dear diary,

He just doesn't seem to understand how things work. Which is fine, I suppose, he doesn't need to understand. He just needs to obey. Sooner or later, natural instinct will set in and he'll start to act accordingly, but for now its frustrating. Don't get it, darling? You're mine, all mine to do with as I please. You're my loyal little follower, my chosen disciple. Frankly, you should be honoured, and you will be soon. Perhaps its just overwhelming for you? After all, I can't possibly imagine how difficult this all has to be for your mortal mind. Its practically a fantasy for creatures like you to interest me. But you do, my love, you absolutely fascinate me. I have you in the palm of my hand and the idea of you vanishing from my sight or being snatched up but anyone else is enough to make me want to burn the world down.

So I can see how that might be a little much to wrap your head around right now. But I need you to try harder anyway. I need you to see what it is I'm offering you. I'm giving you eternity. A life time of purpose, of endless affection and obsession. That's something everyone spends their worthless lives only hoping for. So stop being so difficult, do as I'm commanding, worship at my altar. And I promise to devour my dear sacrifice slowly.

[obsessiveloverboy]

keep me all to yourself!! i'm not sure how i was able to live before you - all i want is you! ♡🐇

only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us only us!!

Let's get married immediately! Let's have as many children as possible! We can live in the woods! Together forever! When we die, we die together! Burned up and mixed together! You can't escape fate, darling!

[obsessiveloverboy]

Purple Mode

I feel like purple should be Bailey’s default mode from now on. It starts off pretty standard but he starts to get more and more paranoid. His delusions get worse, his hallucinations start to set in and his decisions start to get more irrational. Think this would be the only mode that doesn’t need outside influence to start to show up. I think you’d start to see a little more of Bailey as he was in his early years, just a terrified child trying to block everything out and repress it all.

I want to write more for early years Bailey. 

[obsessiveloverboy]

So Xiaver..

Where the fuck are my art supplies I have a project due??

Dude give it back please.

Xiaver...HEY PUT ME DOWN!!-

Disgusting way to address me, heathen. I know your purpose is to just be annoying, but I didn't create you without manners. Find them in solitary, I'll be with proper lambs.

[obsessiveloverboy]

but..please forgive me purple..I was wrong I know....

I don't care I want you!!! *grabs onto your leg* NO!!

Who gave you permission to touch me? You lost that right, little lamb.

[obsessiveloverboy]

purple my love

I've been in tears without you recently, my life's been actual hell and I want to come back, I'm sorry..

It's been awhile since I've been here, the real world is so mean...people aren't nice like I thought..

It's embarrassing but I want to come back, crawl back even if you want me to just take be back please

Disgusting that you didn't come on your hands and knees to begin with. I won't forgive you so easily, you have no idea what you gave up. Of course you were miserable, did you think following a wolf was going to make you happy, lamb?

Even if you beg for forgiveness, I won't give it to you until you are punished and pure again. Vile thing, and to think I considered you sacred.