I’m young and haven’t dated a lot. But every time I do try to give someone a chance it’s always a disappointment. Maybe I just fall too hard or make it too easy, or I fuck with a guys personality so much it makes me wanna stay. But they always do some shit to make me realize that they’re not doing enough in order to keep me around.
I should not have to feel bad or that I’m doing too much if I want to call you.
I should not have to go out of my way to cancel my plans for you for you to then fake on me and not make it up.
I shouldn’t have to feel insecure! I’m a bad bitch that’s smart as hell and gets her own paper.
I shouldn’t have to always initiate a thoughtful outing.
I shouldn’t have to always be understanding. I’m human dammit and every human is entitled to not being sane or rational sometimes.
I shouldn’t have to beg for you to make some time for after not seeing you for the holidays...
I shouldn’t have to feel like a pest, bother, or nuisance.
Without a title or knowing that your partner is really down for you, don’t you bend over backwards trying to part the ocean for a boy that doesn’t realize what and how much you do. You are a woman and a man is nothing without one. You’ll wonder where all the decent women went when you have to settle for something less. You’ll be hurt when you see me doing better.