As someone who will always be in recovery (eating disorder), cooking can be the most dangerous of games. I don't know how long now I've been incident free -- you'd think I would, because that is an important date, but I think I don't want to obsess about it, so I put it out of my mind. That said, it's been a LONG time. I'm trying to appreciate food more, really savor the flavors, experiment, really try to make things more than just heat and eat. The quarantine has forced my hand. I've been trying to enjoy food and drink, on my own, which used to be T-E-R-R-I-F-Y-I-N-G.... But I'm getting better, and tonight I made the delicious concoction you see above. Onions, minced garlic, bell peppers, jalapeños and smoked sausages. I cut the sausages up, added ketchup and wrapped them up in a tortilla. SO. GOOD. Recovery is possible. Every day is a new battle. But the more battles you win, the closer to winning the war you get. Stay strong. #eats #eatingdisorders #edrecovery #quaraneats #johnsonville #cookingathome #staystrong #fightthebattle #heresmydinner #recovery #bulimiarecovery #foodisgood #keepgoing https://www.instagram.com/p/B-fwCK5lt8N/?igshid=23gv92cyh5ug