#queen of dumpster

[ladystiltskin67]

Can you guys send me your favorite fics? Supernatural, the 100, Buffy, Gilmore girls, hell even twilight. I'm just needing to read to get my mind off some stuff

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Stay

It's late as they gather around the map table. They're still in shock over the events of the last week, but they're alive. They're alive and they're together and that's more of a win than any of them could have imagined.

It's finally over. Chuck isn't dead, but he's mortal and Jack is cleaning up Heaven right this moment with his new power. Dean wants to cry or laugh but all he's doing is looking back and forth between the two people he doesn't want to live without.

Sam has this little almost smile that's been there since he got back in the car. He'd called Eileen immediately letting her know he was safe and that she could meet him back at home. Now he just sits there waiting with this goofy look on his face that Dean can't help but love. His baby brother is safe and happy.

Closer to him Cas holds a bag of frozen peas to the side of his head. Being human hurts. But it also means his grace can't be held over his head anymore. It's gone, used to put the shadow back to sleep, his grace was consumed and he honestly wouldn't have it any other way. Dean's gaze lingers on the bruise at his friend's temple. He's breakable again. But he's here so they'll just have to figure out how not to get hurt.

*Ping*

"Eileen's here"

"You coming back Sammy?"

"In a couple of days." Sam says with a smile. He rushes up the stairs with a quick "Bye"

Dean contemplates giving him crap for it but he figures the kid deserves some fun. So instead, he clears his throat and gets ready to make good on the promise he made to himself before they went off to fight God.

"You feel like walking around here with me?" Dean stands and reaches over, hand stretched out waiting for Cas to take it.

Tentatively he takes the offering a stands placing his makeshift ice pack down. Dean pulls gently to get Cas where he needs him.

"You're holding my hand?" Castiel tilts his head questioning

"Yea..."

"Why?"

"I'm being nice.... but also I needed you over here." When Cas doesn't interrupt he pulls out a knife and hands it over.

"Dean... I-"

"I want you to put your initials here with ours. You're family, my family and my best friend. You belong here with us.... n-next to me." Dean runs his pointer finger over the carvings he, his brother, and mother had left behind. He came to a stop right next to his.

"Dean..." Cas looks almost like he might decline the offer. He stares into the depths of the green eyes looking back at him. It's barely there, but Dean's vulnerability shows along with the warmth of his affection.

"You don't have to Cas, but I want you to. It doesn't feel right if you're not here." Dean managed past the lump in his throat.

"It will look out of place." Cas says with a bit of humor.

"Oh yea? I mean, I don't see how?"

"I don't have a last name Dean, it would only be one initial." Dean's frown breaks into a smile at that.

"You can use mine." He smiles shyly at the man next to him as the intention of the statement processes in Castiel's mind. It's taking longer than Dean would like so he presses on. "What da ya think?"

Cas turned the blade over in his hand for a moment thinking. After the tension is enough to make Dean nauseated, Cas leans over and begins to steadily carve the initials C.W. right next to the D.W..

It takes a minute but once he's done he leans down a bit more to blow the dust away and smooths his hand over the grooves.

"Cas Winchester..." he barely breaths out just testing it.

"I like it."

"Me too"

[ladystiltskin67]

Let me preface this with saying, my son was never privy to my destiel/ heller freak outs. I never told him I thought they were in love. He was a casual viewer. He didn't get to see every episode because he's only 5 ok...

We were scrolling through Netflix and Jack saw the supernatural picture and the conversation goes as follows

Jack- Oh Dean Winchester!

Me- nah let's watch something else

Jack- Why?

Me- Well to be honest mommy's feelings are still hurt. I can't watch it now that I know how it ends.

Jack- Yea it really hurt my feelings that cas died.

Me- Me too bubby

Jack- And then Dean died and he didn't see his husband in heaven!

Me- .... his... his what?

Jack- His husband. Cas. Mom they've been married such a long time and they didn't even get to be in heaven together.

Me- Who said they were married?

Jack- they are... aren't they? They act married. Cas said he loved him.

Y'all he's 5.

He's 5

He's 5 years old.

He said they're married so they're fucking married ok 👌

[ladystiltskin67]

Will y'all look at this sweet Fluffy boi 🥺💙

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Why does it always have come down to you leaving?

Before I'll say I love you

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No one talk to me. I just saw the promo and my body hurts now.

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Cas when Dean wants to roleplay Dr. Sexy 🤣😭🤣😭

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Me, right now