why should i worry why should i ca-aa-are
#i cant not picture oliver and company #just with tigers and shit
I can always count on you guys to come through for me.
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why should i worry why should i ca-aa-are
#i cant not picture oliver and company #just with tigers and shit
I can always count on you guys to come through for me.
Who else is Sad, Tired, and Lonely?
From this:
1 ( this is such an interesting question), 2, 3, 4 & 11
For you:
@theluxuriousfangirl must have had fun, the first time so she came back and asked me some new questions. All I will say is question #1 took the longest to answer and I had to get a bit creative. I just hope that some of the answers don't freak anyone out. I do get a bit candid with questions 1 and 11.
1. Describe yourself how you would describe a character you’re introducing
Character Profile
Lindsee Deanna Peterson, Eldest child, is an Aries born April 14, 1982, in Wilmington, Delaware at 11:20 PM.
Hates birthdate with a passion (believe her it’s a long story). That's probably a section of part two in Birthday Girl.
50% Southern from Mother's side.
Favorite TV Shows are The Golden Girls, Designing Women, and All the CSI shows. Frasier, The Nanny
Is a 4th Generation Domestic Violence Survivor, Battled with Atypical Anorexia and Binge Eating Disorder for 15 years, it failed to kill her 3 times. Suicide Survivor (Attempted, former crush committed suicide in November 2003, younger brother almost committed suicide, but was stopped before he could while on anti-depressants for depression in July 2010).
Eating Disorder Recovery started January 13, 2010, it’s also Orlando Bloom’s birthday.
Has an associate degree in Human Services, started a BA for Behavior Science, haven’t completed associates in Criminal Justice yet.
Loves psychology and True Crimes, again probably know a bit too much about the major true crime cases that have happened in Delaware going far back as 1987.
Was physically there or near the crime scene of a double homicide/suicide as it occurred in February 2013, was in class college campus was a block down the road from the courthouse, heard the gunshots and fire. This later became the First Murder Case where cyberstalking was used. Will find some way where can use this as part of a story plot line in a fan fiction or a script.
Favorite College Courses were Psychology ones, took Human Sexuality for Criminal Justice and Psychology of Terrorism for Human Services, Domestic Violence Psychology for Behavior Science BA.
Wanted to be an FBI Agent in the Behavior Science Unit, unfortunately eating disorder got in the way.
Has 13 tattoos, 4 of them are Recovery themed, one of them has been like and retweeted by Def Leppard Drummer Rick Allen, his favorite Recovery tattoo of mine is my Infinity One Direction lyrics one.
Got first tattoo at age 34, it was a tribal monkey.
Am a huge animal lover. Has a pet cat named Keppel who was named after one of the homicide detectives who worked on Ted Bundy’s homicide case for the murders that occurred in Washington state.
Job is a Dog Walker/Pet Sitter, Doggie Daycare Attendant/Dog Kennel Tech. Have even been called a Dog Whisper at times lol.
Knows things about the most random things in the world. Then again one of favorite courses in school was any kind of History.
Wants to go visit Ukraine at first it was because wanted to go on the Chernobyl Tour, but now it’s also to go help with animal shelters.
Have an unexplainable interest in Volcanoes (probably know the most random facts about Mount. Saint Helens interruption), Earthquakes, and Tsunamis.
Also includes Sharks. Loves Shark Week.
Bucket List Items: Go to Oklahoma City and Visit the Oklahoma City Bombing Memorial, go to Europe and visit Holocaust Concentration Camps and Memorials.
Hate fake people, liars, people who always complain and don’t want to do anything to change or get them out of their current miserable situation, lazy, cheat and are entitled or feel entitled or don’t want to put in the actual work and responsibility to get something that should be earned and not just given to them. Also hate people who Don't Respect her or other people's Personal space and boundaries.
Believes in the Karma theory. Reap What you sow. Karma does come back to bite you in the ass. Ex, Abusive Fiancé had to learn that the hard way, served him his Karma because of acting like one of the female characters often wrote about in fan fiction stories. Writing is also what fucked him and still has been and always will. Just never fuck with a woman writer, you end up being a character rather by choice or not by choice.
Has the most random sixth sense, one being she has felt when someone is in the process of passing away. When Betty White had passed away, was reciting one of Rose's lines from an episode of the Golden Girls and it was around the same time she passed away.
Uses most creative ways to safely and legally get celebrities attention, often try to always top oneself. Must always get creative.
Uses Creativity at times to sometimes solve problems.
Doesn’t like to copy or follow anyone’s lead. Hates when someone wants to copy her original idea because it worked for her so it should work for them.
Favorite bands are Def Leppard and Duran Duran.
Has had an editor’s letter printed in the November 2004 Cosmopolitan issue in response to a article about the BTK Killer.
Was featured in a newspaper article for Wilmington News Journal in February 2012 that was about eating disorders during Eating Disorder Awareness Week 2012.
How’s that for a character introduction?
2. Is there any specific ritual you go through while/before/after your writing?
This is like a complicated mess of what I have been like and might still be like lol. I would say that I feel like I am one of those Oracles from Ancient Greece (just not drugged up on psychedelic drugs or going through mini demonic possession episodes) while and during writing. I have scene and story idea visions, characters having conversations going back and forth in my head. I’ll have certain songs or a certain music on repeat. Like I had mentioned before, when I was writing Shattered, I went to see Pirates of the Caribbean 3, 9 times. For some reason Orlando Bloom’s voice and this one scene just kept giving me ideas. I’ll even play movies on repeat that have given me inspiration or ideas while I write.
Before I even start, I’ll do major research, I’ll print out a photo of the character I am going to use, just have it within reach where I can look at it while I write. I often try to deal with the story summary before I start writing, I often make and do the story banners afterwards. If I need a break while writing, I likely will go read a book I have on Kindle, even sometimes other fan fics. One weird thing is, I can only write with a 5 subject 5-star notebook I just like how the paper is fresh, firm and crisp along with a certain 5 lead model type machinal pencil.
3. What is your absolute favorite kind of fic to write?
Probably because I’ve written a finished script with this type of plotline and just finished a Nicole Snow book where it’s a Marriage Agreement for business purposes and one of my favorite books called A Mutual Favor, I read back in 2009 had a similar type of plot, I love writing those Fake Dating, Marriage, Arranged Marriage, Deals or Pacts type of stories. I often can come up with some pretty good plot lines for those. I also love writing hot, steamy, smutty, erotic romance stories as well. I also don’t mind writing romantic crime thriller stories either.
4. Are there any other fic writers you admire? If so, who and why?
I like a whole bunch and do follow them on Tumblr, it’s kind of hard to say if I have a favorite or any that I admire. You probably will have to set aside a day where you can take all that time and go through both of my Tumblr account archive posts. I just jump around to different things on what I am in the mood to read when it comes to fan fiction or books.
11. Weirdest thing you’ve ever written/thought about writing/etc.?
I haven’t exactly done it yet, and I have thought about this on and off for the past 10 years. I’ve been in recovery now for 12 years after a 15-year battle with Atypical Anorexia, Binge Eating Disorder, I think it would seriously scare or freak other people out if they saw the internal point of view of the ED (eating disorder). I would say writing a fan fiction where the readers would hear what the Eating Disorder Voice sounds like or what I had to hear while I was sick and going through that living hell. It still scares me; I also can’t believe what I even did to my own body at times or how it didn’t die on me. I still have no idea how it didn’t kill me and failed to do so 3 times. I’ve even described that having an eating disorder is like if you combined The Exorcist and Jurassic Park into a blender and that is what you’d have and likely expect. I’m just concerned it might be misinterpreted as that I am Glamourizing my fatal mental illness, when I really am not, just wanting to show the brutal truth of what it’s like to go and live through.
Another scary thing that I had written for a script back in 2008, did become a reality in 2014 for a crime that had occurred out in Kansas. It just scared the hell out of me, what this guy did sounded word for word plot-wise from my script. I never publicly released it or posted it anywhere. When I started college back in 2002, I started out as a Criminal Justice major. I was and still am very into Psychology, homicides, Serial Killers, and Human Behavior. I used to watch all those CSI’s when they were on TV. When I wrote it, I used some inspiration from this movie that was on Lifetime back in 2003 and one I saw around a few years after that on Lifetime, Scott and Laci Peterson (no relation, though have the same last name) murder case, this murder case out in Texas and one I saw on an episode of Forensic Files helped plot out and play out the plot. Just not sure if that script may ever see the light of day.
I’m hearing fireworks and that leaves me confused for multiple reasons
(via Nevada Voters High-Five Question 2, Legalization Wins)
My Passion
My top three forms of Media, that I’m most passionate about are Tumblr, Twitter and YouTube. My reason for being fond of Tumblr, is that its so easy to blog about what you love and to also find other people who love your shows, animes ( you weeaboos), movies, youtubers, artists, singers, and so on. I like twitter because its like Facebook but not. I don’t like facebook. I have over 1000 follows on twitter, and know like three in real life. It’s nice to vent, talk about what you like, and see what’s trending. Thirdly, I am an active user of YouTube because I enjoy the variety of content that you can veiw on it. From music videos to vlogs, it has it all.