#quiet vent

[crashedship-vents]

i’m always gonna be the one who shuts myself down in conversation so anyone else could speak, aren’t i?

there’s a reason i’m quiet

so long of people not listening to the little i have to say

and then whenever i need to speak, when i need people to listen, i raise my voice too much and wear myself out

[heir-of-the-founders]

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[lilyminer]

This is a vent

Why can’t people just talk to me normally? It’s either I’m the almighty mediator who your free to dump every one of your personal conflicts on. Or no one tells me anything, no important information, not how they feel about me, and how dare I assume anyone will ever contact me because they care about me or wanna hang out with me. What’s the point in texting back when either way it ends up in tears for me?

Hmph, might as well get the pad now. Cuz everyone knows Im not allowed to feel things when you can’t explain it by my stupid period. I’ve cried to many times today it’s at least worth the precaution.

[digital-dragoon]

Maybe one day it'll get easier

[honorvulpe]

Those days where you dont want to cook and eat or clean and do laundry or go outside and socialize cause its difficult to do at the time but you do all but the latter anyway because you would rather do all that than disappoint people.

[anjeval]

Talking to people can be so draining sometimes. Like, if it’s only a conversation (nothing but small talk or when relatives wanna talk on the phone /and then they only speak Spanish/) I start feeling really awkward and kinda begin losing interest.. but I don’t want to just break off the conversation cuz the other person is still talking and I can tell they wanna continue. I’ve got no problem with listening but I end up. not. wanting to say anything either cuz I have nothing to add or get bored of the topic or I was doing something else beforehand and I. just sit there. dragging myself along. hoping something comes up and I can leave. But I never like saying anything though cuz I feel like I’m being rude or mean. or both.

Anyway just something I felt like saying since I haven’t vented anything in a while. It’s nice to get things off my chest every so often. Sorry it’s not under a read more, I turned off my laptop :T

/ollies off to sleep

[thelongwalkhome91]

sorry for being jealous

ive just been walked out on in the past, for a guy that was... just a friend :P

but your beautiful :D