Oct 25, 2018
“Once you got me you forgot about trying to keep me”
Sarah el
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“Once you got me you forgot about trying to keep me”
Sarah el
“I wanted you to really fight for me. I wanted you come to my door telling me that you love me after I ran away, truth is I wanted you to never let me run away in the first place.”
Sarah el
You think you just need to find a good one and you’re set. That will be it. Once you find a decently good human you’ll be soulmates. The one that treats you right and then it’s game over.
Yet sometimes, as unfair as it is. You meet the one with all the gold stars... and chemistry or that click or that little something that no one knows really what to call... just still isn’t there. So yeah there’s frustration in loving someone who isn’t good for you. But there’s equal frustration when you don’t love someone who is.
Sarah el
“Truth is I am so tired. I’m tired of loving you enough for the both of us. I’m tired of making all the efforts and all the plans. Im tired of feeling like I’m trying to dig for your true feelings and sincere thoughts. I loved you, but exhausted me.”
Sarah el
“I still wanted the goodnight texts, I still wanted the surprise dates and the flowers and the simple thoughtful gifts. I still wanted the confessions of feelings and the nervous glances. I still wanted to feel like someone that is loved.. by someone who was supposed to love me.”
Sarah el
When I asked him why he could never look straight at me for longer than a few seconds he said “it’s hard staring into the sun” I didn’t know what he meant then. But I realized now that for me looking at him was like looking into the moon. It was easier only because it was a releflection of what I really wanted. (When I knew I didn’t love him back) -Sarah el
“There are strangers on the streets I walk. Strangers in my house. Strangers in my phone.
But the worst of all these is the strangers in my head.”
“There are these moments in life where rather than hitting a bump in the road, it’s more like a black ice skid. Because you aren’t just working through difficulties trudging the same course. But rather everything changes, you are flipped to a new view. It’s really hard to figure out who I suppose to be on this new road, I barely knew who I was on the other.”
Sarah el