Today I felt the radiance full force twice. And it was beautiful.
During volunteering, while decorating a tree with a fishing net someone found a mummified mouse tangled in it. You could tell that it struggled by how the ropes were wrapped around its hands and neck and tail. It was bent in half.
So I took the duty of removing it. It took a while, but I got it out, and seeing it in its full, untangled form was freeing. I hope I did it a service. I do wonder if me freeing it from the net freed it into its next life instead of eternal struggle and entanglement.
During my therapy appointment a few weeks back, I thought to myself while leaving the room with him, I want him to be interested in me. Is he? And that question was answered today.
We were in the same position as when I had that thought. Leaving the room with his hand on the door. He asked me if I'd like to try sessions twice a week. I take that as him being interested. I like that he is invested in the radiance and that he doesn't treat it like its a joke. To think that the possible reason he asked is because he wants to know more about me makes me feel powerful.
