#rae blabs

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Kinda bummed Amazon apparently isn’t doing same day delivery for the USUM release like it did last time :<... I thought they were but apparently not.

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I’m at my grandparents house watching TV while everyone is out to see a orchestra and.

The fucking Trumpy Bear commercial came on and i’m.

Fucking FLOORED and BAFFLED that it’s a honest to god real thing I thought I had fucking projected to another plane of existence or switched the channel to like a comedy channel I can’t fucking believe that’s a real serious thing.

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/Slowly inhales/

So this weekend / Monday was Great holy fuck.

Got to see  the Gorillaz and Coldplay in concert and it was Incredible 

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Today’s mood: Bitter like 90% cocoa, salty like the Dead Sea

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Unexpected longtime tabletop group rp chat revival -> my character getting a smooch from the lich he’s crushing on.

i’m sO HAPPY FOR THE LIKE 1 AM GAY SCREAMS

@arcee-l-grim u slay me

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The haul from the rafting trip! A half mummified horse head found at the pull out, a full coyote skull found in the water at camp, and a multitude of other misc bones found on the rocky beach at the same camp. They all get to spend a long soak in cold water to get the remaining skin off of them, though I'm still not 100% sure if I can salvage the horse head..... it will be a learning experience, that's for sure.

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Things i’ve noticed about my dreams:

There’s always someone in there that I like. Know. Not in the sense that they’re someone i’ve met irl or even online, but someone that I feel like I have a overwhelming sense of familiarity with. Like, I feel like i’ve known them forever and that they are someone very, very close to me. But they’re not anyone I know??

They’re always male, and they’re never human when I meet them. They’ve been a ibis-headed dude, a shifting tentacle monstrosity in a tank, they’ve been all sorts of weird shit??

It’s very. Interesting. 

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MAN we have a family of Vaux’s Swifts living in our chimney atm (we lovingly call them our ‘chimney friends’), and they’re great fun and adorable and recently we’ve been having fun listenin to their sweet hungry babies call for food but

One of the poor things fell into the fireplace and i’m now like. hHHHHHH. We put em back up over the damper in hopes they’ll get fed by the parents / will find their way back up (they’re not super young but their eyes are still closed / feathers are still comin’ in) on advisory from the animal rehab I volunteer at over the weekend, but now i’m just suPER WORRIED.

Will the baby get food still? Should I keep checking over the damper (which is hard af to reach) to see if they’re still there and alive? Should I carefully listen to see if mom/dad are feeding them? What if the parents don’t know they’re down there?

I’m so worried about my chimney children I know it’s just life if they don’t make it bUT