you had always suspected of rafayel having a crying kink. to be exact, on you. hell will have to freeze first before you even have the chance to take the lead and dominate him. he never really allowed you to take the lead whenever you both are being intimate with each other.
you remember it being called dacryphilia or something, thanks to your obsession on spending your time reading stuff online.
rafayel really made it subtle at first. he plunged his cock deep inside you, before dragging it out to hear you whine at the loss feeling.
“r-rafayel, why would you pull out…?” your voice came in in a high pitched tone, as your hips moved to find rafayel’s cock.
you looked back to look at rafayel. his breath hitched, as he feels his cock twitched at the sight of your face. he swears to the gods above he just gets harder than he ever been before on catching the glimpse of tear in your eyes.
god, he wanna break you.
“shh, it’s okay. just breathe for me, cutie,” rafayel leaned down to kiss your damp cheek, before thrusting his dick back into your wet cunt.
rafayel couldn’t believe his own restraint that night. he was so close to just break you down, hurt you the way he knows you would like it, but he knows better than to do that out of the blue.
the second time it happened is when you tried to ride him yourself.
“ngh- r-rafayel… i- i can’t do it myself. help me…” you whimpered as you struggled to sink all the way down on his cock, as he was just too big.
rafayel let out a nasty chuckle, as his slender hands gripped the fat of your hips to steady your body. you’ve been stuck trying to sink down on his cock for at least half an hour now.
you promised to him that you wanted to take him all by yourself tonight, craving to show him how good you can be. you thought it would be easy, as taking him was never really a struggle before.
but you were mistaken. it was only easy because of rafayel’s generous help, as you now realised you had never taken him all by yourself.
his cock is so stupidly big and thick, damn him.
“buuuut cutie, didn’t you promised me that you wanna take my cock all by yourself? don’t you wanna be good for me?” rafayel nuzzled your cheek, breathing in your warm scent, before planting a soft kiss on it.
you whined in response. you’ve been trying so hard, but rafayel didn’t even spare a thought to help you. mean. you cursed him, mumbling the best insults you could think at the moment as your hips moved again to take his cock in.
the eagerness of trying to make him proud of you and feeling the euphoria at the same time drove you to finally push in his cock fully inside your walls.
the sensation made you moaned and rafayel grunted in pleasure. he can feel the tip of his cock leaking of precum hitting at the end of your walls.
“now move. c’mon, you can do this. be good for me, cutie,” rafayel murmured, he held himself back from taking over and thrust himself into you.
you gave him a small nod, as you rise your hips up and then back down again. it was a sloppy action, you couldn’t find the perfect rhythm to keep the ride satisfying for both you and him.
you didn’t want to give up, but all the feelings from earlier had been building up inside of you, it makes you frustrated.
why couldn’t i do this right? i just want to please him.
rafayel noticed how your body language was showing signs of frustration. he wanted to feel bad and helped, but a tear that left your eye stopped him from doing so.
you’re crying, stressed and frustrated. ah, rafayel wants to break you even more.
“r-rafayel…! please, help me. ngh- i-i can’t-“ you don’t even know if you’re even moving at this point. it felt sloppy and useless.
rafayel gripped your hips, inching his face closer, as his lips grazed against yours. you thought rafayel would guide you to ride his cock.
how you were wrong.
rafayel pulled his face back, as he chuckled and grin at your disheveled state. “no.”
you let out a broken whimper at his answer. your tears broke down like a dam, all the pent up frustration that’s been building up escaping your system.
rafayel cooed at the pitiful sight. he got closer just to lick your tears with his tongue. “why are you crying? weren’t you the one who wanted this? why are you acting like the victim, cutie? i’m hurt.”
“r-raf- i-i- p-please-!” your words slurred as you keep clenching around his dick, gripping him with your tight walls.
“can’t even form a sentence. did i break your brain, baby? i didn’t even do anything, though,” he snickered, taking in your condition as a joke to him.
your face were soaked with tears, hiccuping over and over again. you were beyond frustrated, feeling like your lower limbs are numbed.
you hide yourself in his chest, feeling too vulnerable in this state.
but rafayel was quick to grip and gather your hair into a ponytail, pulling you back from hiding in, making you whined in pain.
“ah, ah, don’t do that, cutie. i was just about to have fun. after all, my beloved bride did promise me to be good tonight. you can be good by giving me your tears more. you look so pretty crying for me.”
at least now your suspicion is valid.
here’s a fish snack omg i haven’t write him for so long
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