#rage out

[dragunov545-blog]

Как то зачастил я с rage out, нервы, их стабильно уничтожает жизнь, взрослая собсно жизнь.

Поиски работы, проживание в незнакомом городе, привыкание ко всему, после армии, кошмар на яву, родители поливают бензина и так в разбушевашийся пожар моей нервной системы.

К добру конечно все это не приведёт, но уже сил нет.

Может кто то знает как бороться со стрессом? Что то практикует?

[blazelsvixen]

Love this Chick! Sweet, Spicy and RAWWWW!!!

[dragunov545-blog]

Кратко о рейдж аутах, это у меня пошло после затяжной депрессии, теперь я просто выхожу из себя аки берсерк, момент когда ты уже теряешь контроль над собой, и агрессия берет полный контроль, не оставляя и шанса на спокойствие, хотя стоит отметить, что некоторое время назад, я отличался почти железным спокойствием, меня почти не реально вывести из себя.

[killerqueendopamine]

Fun with BPD!

I had a mini-episode where I raged out at my boyfriend and threw shit all around the kitchen. Haven’t had one of those in awhile. It did not feel good. But I expressed my anger, instead of letting it boil up inside as he left. I actually feel a bit better now that it’s out?  The backstory is stupid, too, as usual. He is going to a fantasy football draft tonight and all his friends will be there. I just feel left out. Even though I don’t want to go and can’t go anyway because I work super early tomorrow, I just don’t feel like I’m a part of his life. Not to mention there’s a girl that is married to one of his friends who seems to text him semi-frequently, even though it’s friendly. I thought she and I were friends but for some reason she doesn’t respond to my texts or facebook mentions anymore? I don’t know what I did. There’s more to this whole story but I am honestly so tired.

[meet-at-twilight]

Feeling a lot of loving Jersey Surf and Drum Corps feels today

[allthecymballadies]

My knee is bigger than it should be. 

Don't get old kids. 

[wakeupyounggirl]

Your life is a lie. I never did that for you. And I am very happy I never did it. I just did it for me. You never deserved the favor and even less the love and the effort. You take everything for granted and we owe you nothing. I don't owe you what you refuse to give to yourself. Life owes you nothing. You're full of shit. So, no, I didn't do the thing. Erase the smile from your face. You're not the love of his life. He never needed you. He never looked for you. You would have creeped him out. And while we get to do everything you can only imagine, everything you just wish you could do, I'm living it. It's happening, it's real and I'm tasting it. And you're hating it. You're hating me because you know it's way more comfortable to stay there complaining and blaming the world. All the things you get, you get them by climbing on other people's shoulders and then claiming you deserved it all. Well, you don't. That should make you feel embarrased, That's disgusting. Assholery. And still you cry life.

I never did your thing. Your dreams, feelings and sick thoughts ended up in the trash, where they belong. Now sleep to the thought he doesn't know a thing. 

I knew I shouldn't do the thing for you and I didn't do it. When the moment comes and you can't get out, right there you will remember.

For the rest, I'm too old for this shit. And now I'm free.

Álvaro is gone. 48h no sleep. I hate funerals.

[kshdk]

Fuck ElfQuest so hard.. I am so freaking done with this series