@huntersfate / @ofheavensfire / @ragingdeath / @blackestwish : initially , i didn’t want to make a post because i’m really not the cheesy kind of person , but this has been long overdue let’s be honest. we met on my ruby , i put on my big girl pants and just went fuck this , i’m im’ing them and asking them if they want to write. best decision ever. ironically , you just came back from a hiatus & i just ventured back into the spn fandom after . . . . five years i think. i don’t know how or why , but we immediately hit off. and then we added each other on discord , and everything just kind of . . . . developed into this amazing thing. you handled my continuous ranting over my supernatural liveblogging sessions & my shitty way of getting back into sam by writing with me on discord & then i eventually got the courage again to remake sam after swearing i wouldn’t write sam ever again on tumblr rp. you’re there when i wake up for my 7:30 am shifts & there when i get home , you’re there and we just talk. we talk about our babies , we talk about our other babies , we talk about random crap & we rant and we cry and we laugh and it’s kind of amazing really , because it takes a lot for me to trust someone and to let someone in enough to just talk to them every day. an anon once told me : ❛ YOU HAVE A MAIN PARTNER THAT SEEMS LIKE THEY ADORE YOU. ❜ but the truth is , i have a main partner who is amazing , exceptional & who deserves everything good in this world. and i love you , i love you so damn much & the amount of how important you’ve become to me is just insane. you’re stuck with me & you better know that’s for a long ass time. you’re the dean to my sam , always.
