Rule | 600-something | for @drarrymicrofic
“Myhdndsewethy.” Potter breathessly catches up, hovering, jittery.
Draco doesn't look at him. Tries not to, but that's not relevant. Draco has been in a weird mood all day. All week, if he's being honest. He glares at Potter's bowed head, at his stupid shiny hair that curls around his ears, reflecting the warm neon light in the alleyway.
Draco keeps walking. “Speak in a language that exists.”
“That’s why I pulled away.”
Fuck. “I don't know what you're talking about.”
“Look at me." Potter sounds desperate.
Draco is busy staring at the liquid stain on Potter's emerald coat to look at him. It annoys Draco greatly, how Potter has no care for his possessions. And it was a gift. From Draco. He should be a little careful with it. He should be more careful about most things in life.
All these years, they have been unwilling partners, witnessed each other's making fool of themselves, and reluctantly saved each other's neck countless times. It all only works because there are two rules they never break. Well, two unspoken rules.
1. Let's not talk about it.
2. If we don't talk about it, it never happened.
And fucking Potter is feeling carefree enough tonight to break them. Or—with him standing there with his pink nose and chapped lips, earnestly watching Draco with wide green eyes—careless.
Draco is ready to pretend he didn't hear anything. Then, Potter says, “You definitely know. You grabbed—”
“—my hand. But my hand was sweaty!”
Draco braces himself as he looks up to stare into Potter's eyes. What is Potter doing? Is he cursed, or worse, dying? Why is he talking about it? Why is he not following the rules? “I don't care about your sweaty hand.”
“But did you care about my sweaty forehead?”
Potter sigh is audible. He takes a step closer. Draco barely manages not getting cornered to a fucking lamp post.
Potter points at his own forehead. There are strands of hair falling softly over the spot. “You kissed me—” the earth stops rotating “—on here when I was half-asleep, half-drugged in that cottage in Madrid. I was in so much pain from that explosion but I knew.”
Fucking hell. Draco glares at the likely-firewhisky stain in Potter's cashmere coat. It still grates on his nerves. Even more now. “You knew nothing.”
Draco came here for a celebratory drink. For the cocktails. Not to be utterly humiliated by Harry bloody Potter, Draco's—fucking hell. Draco doesn't talk about this. He is not breaking the rules. “So what are you saying?”
“You've been brooding all week! It's driving me mad!”
Draco grits his teeth. “You think I was mad because I accidentally touched your hand? Dream on!”
Potter's eyes crumble. The nerve. “We were both exhausted that night! We almost died. And you tried to hold my hand. But it was sweaty.” Potter's voice trembles. Potter wipes his hand on that cashmere fabric. “It was sweaty. I wasn't in the right mind. I'm sorry.” Then, just barely above a whisper, in a quivering breath, the admission escapes Potter's lips. “I regret it every day.”
Draco's lungs give up on air.
A sweaty hand catches Draco's hand. Sweaty fingers latch between Draco's fingers.
Draco has no idea whose hand is sweaty anymore. Or shaking.
Draco can only stare. The way their skin contrasts. The way the fingers fit. The way the hands are tethered close. The way the the palms are wet.
Draco raises the taut hands. He locks his gaze to Potter's eyes. He doesn't breathe as he brings Potter's wrist closer to his face. He ducks and rests his nose on Potter's skin, breathing in, smelling soap and sweat. Draco's lips linger on Potter's pulse, in a tender touch that broke the chains around Draco's cold heart.
Potter smiles. His eyes beam.
Draco diverts his gaze. Fuck the rules. He clears his throat. “I kissed your hand.”
There's a smile in Potter's voice. “Kiss me, fucker.”