#rain's thoughts

[siriuslydaz3d]

I'm currently fixated on House again (let's be honest, it's an iconic show) and I'm just really curious if the fandom is still alive here on tumblr

If so, would anyone request things if I added House as a series I write for?

[ashitshowforalot]

thinking about how the general public is having their twilight renaissance possibly inspired by olivia rodrigos new song and the repopulation of vampires in media but tumblr’s twilight renaissance happened back in like 2018/2019 and was the reason i joined tumblr

[ashitshowforalot]

was it a good idea start finishing my rewatch bly manor as late as i did, no probably not but i prefer bly to hill house bc bly is creepy where as hill house is just straight up horror and i am not a fan of horror

[siriuslydaz3d]

The "transabled" community is ableist, and absolutely disgusting. 

I'm disabled. I'm chronically ill. I'm neurodivergent. I try to avoid speaking on these things to make my account a safe space, but I will not stay silent about this anymore. 

My account is not a safe space for transrace, transage, transabled, or any of the things like it. I refuse to acknowledge you as valid. 

You do not suffer every day like actually disabled people do. You will never understand the pain or struggles me and the rest of the disabled community go through. 

I hope and pray you go to therapy and seek help. 

[siriuslydaz3d]

Okay explain to me why I, the most introverted fuck in the world, always pick the wild, loud, and/or mentally ill boys as my favorites.

Do I ACTUALLY like them or do I see my mental illnesses/inner self in them?

[ashitshowforalot]

i’ve found the best way to feel the most emotionally pain from leanna firestone good grief album is to listen to it in this order

1. tourniquet 2. esoemoehoed 3. good grief

idk where to put special or foreverever

foreverever has to be played after this bc honestly that’s just a little too much pain for me to just leave it there but like to each their own

[siriuslydaz3d]

I would do anything to spend a day with my favorite fictional character. Just a simple 24 hours with them.

I would want them to tell me their life story. Tell me about the things they like and dislike. Maybe we'd cry. Maybe we'd laugh.

I already know them from the things I've read and watched, but I want to know them.

I'd thank them for saving me. For being the one there to hold me up when I had nothing and no one. Thank them for being my family when my own family wasnt there to support me.

[siriuslydaz3d]

How long do you think I can milk my obsession with s4 of stranger things until I burn myself out?

I already have ideas in mind for things to write after I finish up the few things I have to post