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The Weekly Dustdate: Tired Edition

Greetings. Salutations. I am a very exhausted vampire. I hate being chronically ill, being the undead should come with better perks. Alas and alack, it does not. If you were chronically ill when you were made, you are going to be so. For. Eternity. Also I hate going to Walmart in the daytime. Its exhausting for multiple reasons.

Reason One: I am a fucking vampire. The day is not my friend. In fact it actively tries to murder me. The sun burns my eyes like acid. I’m pale as fuck (side effect of not having blood flow) so it’s uncomfortable. I do wear long sleeves at all times, otherwise I would be dust in the wind. And I still use a parasol. It helps me keep the sun off. As long as I’m not being directly fried like chicken I’m good. but also I am TIRED during the day. Vam. Pi. Er. I sleep in the day. Reason Two: There are SO MANY PEOPLE in there during the daytime. I have anxiety. Large crowds of people are not my forte, I hate it, they’re all talking, and its loud, and I am constantly dodging trying not to bump into or touch anyone. Also I don’t want anyone bumping into or touching me. I don’t enjoy being touched without permission, even by accident. People I don’t know have no right to touch me. Sometimes I don’t even like it when people I KNOW touch me, it depends entirely on how I feel. And Walmart is fucking crowded and people have zero idea how much pain they are causing me just by bumping into me in an aisle. Reason Three: Chronic Pain. I have lumbar spinal stenosis. It is permanent, and degenerative. It could end up causing me to be paralyzed as I get older and it gets worse. Basically, in my lower spine, from the waist down, the bones that surround my spinal cord aren’t open like they ought to be. Instead mine are caved inward, putting pressure on the nerves in the spinal cord and the ones that branch out to work your legs and hips. So standing upright for long periods of time is supremely painful. It only feels better if I’m sitting, or if I bent forward. Bending forward opens up space in my spine and takes some of the pressure off. But it also is a lot of strain on already strained muscles because they’re trying to do so much work holding me upright, and dealing with the pain.

I’ve had physical therapy to try and strengthen the muscles in my hips, thighs and my core. So that I can try and take some of the strain off the muscles in my spine. I’ve had cortico-steroid injections into my spine, which hurt like a sonofabitch, and didn’t really help, because it hurt so much having them done, that they couldn’t relieve the pain I already had. It was like having someone jamming railroad spikes into my spine, over and over again. The doctors have gotten x-rays, MRI and CT scans of my spine, and they say that the compression at the present is only “mild”. But mild pressure on the nerves of the spine is still fucking painful. It makes it hard to walk very far, or stand for very long. I can walk for about 5 minutes and then I need to sit. I can stand for about 5 minutes and then I need to sit. I take tons of tylenol for my spine, I use pain relieving creams and patches, heating pads and creams, but it doesn’t really help because they’re not strong enough. It makes me want to rip out my spine and just, potato my way through life. So.

Dealing with all of that, all at one time, means that ten minutes in Walmart is like an hour at a bar for me. Its a nightmare. Its exhausting. The lines and the walking, and they took out all the benches and seats because of the plague. I got out of there, and that was saturday, and today all I’ve done was sleep and putter around my apartment. cleaned up my computer table, because Roberto is supposed to come on thursday and put together the new one. I got my keyboard, its weird to use a manual keyboard again, everything has so much space and the buttons feel weird. I’ve got it plugged into my laptop for now, so that I can get used too it before the rest is together.Its pretty, rainbow lights under the keys. My mum (no really, my actual mum is still alive. She’s a revenent. She just flat out refuses to die.) was going to get me a keyboard and mouse set with the rainbow LEDs in them, but I beat her to the keyboard, so she’s going to get me a rainbow lit mouse to match. Its pretty, she showed me a picture of it online.

So yes.Tired vampire is tired. Also I really really want my new computer. The first things I’m doing are installing Steam, Discord, Firefox and my antivirus. And then I’m going to install The Witcher 3 and Fallout 4 and play those. Because I bought them with the last bits of my stimulus (Witcher 3 was on sale for 10$!). And Fallout 4 refuses to work on my stupid laptop. Which is honestly absolute garbage anyhow, so that doesn’t shock me terribly. So. Hopefully by next week’s Dustdate (do you guys like the name? I think its clever, but then again I’m a sucker for a good pun) I will have Things To Say about The Witcher 3 and Fallout 4. Yes, I am trying to watch The Witcher on Netflix. But the way it jumps around the timeline gets me all confused and then I don’t know whats going on so its taking me a long time. I keep having to re-watch episodes due to timeline weirdness.

I’m going to go and finish watching the Maze Runner trilogy, I’ve got it playing in the background. I’m still tired. I’m considering going to bed early again tonight. like, 2AM-ish. -Ashe, the Asexual Vampire