#rambling...

[thequeershow]

Entering a fandom as an artist sucks because you start by just doing some character designs to pass the time and then you start doing some silly doodles of a character, then you stop that drawing to do another drawing of that same character because you HAD to put that idea on paper, then you do more doodles but of another character because if not they will get jealous, then you do another character and keep going...

And that's how I ended up with several unfinished drawings of the Ithaca royal family.

[azuresins]

Rambling about the chapter... (spoilers)

This is just thinking aloud, but if this demon wasn't Sebastian and it was some other character... I hope it's at least one we've seen before, and the visuals were HEAVILY tampered with. From the visual standpoint I'd be kind of disappointed to know demons looked so similar to one another to the point they may as well be clones to human eyes. It would also be... way, way more funny if Sebastian just forgot about all this because most contracts just don't mean much to him. I'm sure the vast majority of us... if we were given a random specific date 6 months ago, couldn't remember exactly what we ate that day. I'm sure demons are not that different. I think it's fine if it really is just Sebastian, and the face and alias are censored for different reasons. The 'false memory' narrative is really interesting though and has a lot of potential if well thought-out. UT can extend cinematic records so that the dolls can go on living, and record new memories. Thus we haven't been given a reason why he couldn't cut-and-edit the past and very real, true memories if he wanted to do so. The concept is interesting (and terrifying) I'm just not sure if that's what is happening here, specifically or not. Could it really have been a different culprit, not Sebastian, is UT is the best film editor of all time. It's an interesting idea. Either way I think we're supposed to keep guessing right now but damn if this isn't locking me in. I'm afraid.... that I love it. Very quietly .... It also begs the question IF that's possible, and introduced to the plot... if he's memory tampered with the bizarre doll that call's itself 'Ciel'. What's interesting (if that is happening) is that he can't take the actual-pain away, but he can twist the narrative, and shift the targets of that pain. Also Modri. With a heavy heart. I can't stop thinking about him. At first I wasn't sure what the religious shit was about, or if his name came about for a different reason (as many kuro characters so often do) so I didn't want to assume where he came from or anything ... I tried to ignore him with the energy of a school child holding a folder at the side of their face to ignore someone, but now that we have more backstory... So he's eastern orthodox... an old school Romanian Orthodox at that, and now all of the sudden this God-stuff and the piety make so much more sense, for those with eyes to see. It's all coming together (don't let eastern orthodoxy become a special interest if you're unaware) now and I can't ignore him. If he was a vampire that's the least of his damage. Shit. I can not wait to see the rest... I feel like people owe him flowers and sympathy cards for the amount of religious trauma that's been inflicted upon him and how easily it would have been to manipulate him into a cult, especially as a bizarre doll, he wouldn't have stood a chance. Honestly given bizarre dolls are just that... tortured, confused dolls made of a patchwork of this-and-that that have no business existing at all, there's something very sinister here about Modri now, he's going on just to be... a servant being forced to do actual-evil and be associated with such a harmful cult, when he tried to be so godly, grateful, and kind-hearted when he was actually-alive up until his personal tragedy. I'd be interested to see the rest, I want to find fault with him while he was human. Kind of hoping to, actually but that's just a personal hope, it would be better writing if he were actually-sweet all the way up to the point before death haha... it's just me, seeing as I've have a clenched fist about him for at least 48 hours. In short I really like where this is all going, it's all very interesting, and I feel crazed but that's okay. I'm sure! The bird and symbolism in the chapter on a personal level tugs at my heart a bit but that's neither here nor there.

[dendriticheep]

It would be ironic if Touya became a hero, eventually All Might retired, Endeavor took the number 1 spot, and Touya ended up at number 2-3. Right when he thinks he's about to surpass his father, Shouto graduates and quickly becomes number 1 himself.

That alone would be enough to drive a guy to villainy, no?

[a-rat-with-internet-accesses]

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE

A Subspace tripmine consists of a magnetic cage and a core what repells yet pull in echother making the core float and leaving it to be hard to remove and easy to place in. The outer shell of the tripmine consists of a strong metal alloy with the core of the cage having antimaterial (or what ever da fuck) what can make this pesific metal alloy be invisible when a constant stable energy current is ran through it.

The core has a highly explosive crystal inside what usaly is left to rust for a more stable energy flow with only the ocasonal beep what comes from more energy being created at that time. Pure ones are known to constantly scream and that is apart of the reason for the allowed rusting, however the rusting also makes the crystal more explosive. The core takes in any type of light and it will reflect it out as a pink glow

Before exploding it is known to scream as it goes super critical.

The metal cage is known to "sweat" what causes an old tripmines aroundings to get pink due to the stress if the core and that is why when ever it explodes everything turns pink around it. Yes it is an explotion of hot angry metal sweat all the way around with pissed off antimater what will fuck up your day and your week. The metal sweat will stain fucking everything and i mean it. Also when the core goes fucking explode mode and it does just please look away from the explotion its like looking at Mg (i think thats the right one) burning. For the non nerds out there i think it burns with a bright white flame. Its like looking at the sun. But with the core explotion it is pink cause the FUCKING METAL SWEAT STAINED THE FIRE LIKE THE BITCHASS THAT IT IS

[sekaisystem]

MADOKA KANAME / HOMURA AKEMI / MAMI TOMOE / KYOKO SAKURA GRAPHICS!

there is no sayaka miki kioku yet, so that's why she isn't here.. sorry..

update ; sayaka’s kioku released, so i made a sayaka version! enjoy ☆

[vechti]

This is random, but… it’s really weird being a non-passing trans person. 

I AM a man, I’m a guy regardless of whether or not I pass as one… but I’m 4ft10, my voice doesn’t pass, and I’ve been on T for 8 years. Even presenting masc-to-the-max (which isn’t me anyway) I will probably never pass. 

I want to come to terms with that somehow, but having people tell me that I’ll somehow magically pass someday or that I totally DO pass despite being constantly misgendered is exhausting. I wish it was okay to be non-passing. I wish I was allowed to be non-passing and still be taken seriously as a man in some capacity.

[st-highwind]

just throwing it out in a post that i miss y'all. i miss ffiv and the little nook we have here for that fanbase and i wish life would slow down just a little so that i could envelop myself in that game and its community again... it's so fun and so rewarding. i apologize for my absence as of late, but know i'm alive at the very least and do intend to come back... sometime. when i can.