#ramnling

[tiefling-parent]

Also, I am on bluesky if anyone is interested! (18 and over only though please)

alpatcha.bsky.social

I am currently listening to a deep dive on the Silmarillian before I tackle the book (again) and it's mostly just me rambling off about it right now lol but I do tend to post more on there

[winter-depressed-belle]

meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow

[morbidmawz]

Help

welcome folks ready for some giggles

new vocal stim

[ruthlesslistener]

Obsessed with the idea that Lurien is someone who is at once revered and feared by the common populace (revered because he will do anything to ensure that his people are safe, feared because he is the eye of the god-king and nobody knows anything about their benevolent protector) while also being a person who is so good at what he does specifically because of the fact that nobody knows the person behind the mask, which means that his terribly introverted nature and general clumsiness around social conventions can be hidden by simply tapping into the aura of calm, benevolant, all-knowing protector figure that people built around him without them knowing that under it all he's secretly swearing up a storm because he's furious beyond belief at an injustice or quailing in terror because he's currently in a meeting room with hundreds of people and he's got a migraine that's set to split his head in two. I feel like in a way, Lurien embodies all of the ideals that the Pale King wanted, but he did so because he had the same traits arranged in a slightly different, less...volitile fashion, and the socialization to make it less internally self-destructive while also not sacrificing the sheer stubborness and force of will it took to not bend in front of the Radiance

Like, sure exploring PK/Lurien from a romantic view is fun, but what I find to be actually interesting about playing them off each other just in a platonic fashion, as a team (i actually cant see palewatcher being a thing outside of aus but thats another topic). They both have the same workaholic, protective tendancies and the same self-sacrificial urge to defend their city to the death, but Lurien's keen eye for detail- the trait that made him Watcher- is likely what allowed him to work so well with the Pale King, because he would be able to pick up on all the minute microexpressions and behaviors to indicate what he was thinking and feeling, traits that the average civilian likely wouldn't have noticed. And he was also strong-minded enough to handle being able to work side by side with a god...ough. The mental fortitude of this man must be fucking insane and I feel like the fandom doesn't give him enough credit for that

[slug-cube]

LETS GOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! i got a littke treat!!! i got it!!!

[arts-and-maths]

There was this guy tailing our car on the way home and he was almost in out boot he was so close. So me and my brother turn around to look at him and my mom sticks to the speed limit until we need to turn off, then she let's a few care out that she doesn't need to and he call us fucking wankers cause he can't wait to get wherever he's going. My parents find it hilarious, but Im slightly terrified cause he seemed really angry even though he's the one trying to push to wherever he wanted to get to

[garbuge]

I misspelled to as yo.

[chatonmagique]

This was quiet simple sketching and stuff but aah I started drawing again and it made me very happy and I was actually sort of doing my best.and it made me happy and excited I like this c; and got compliments from talented people I can't handle that (in a good way) and I have finally some artsy and photography ideas I like to try. This time I was just hearing the song Hijo de la luna