I am truly a giggler. A laugher. A chuckler. Just somewhere in the background snickering.
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I am truly a giggler. A laugher. A chuckler. Just somewhere in the background snickering.
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TW: Suicide, no explicit gore.
Where did it all go wrong? Where did you mess up? All you wanted was to make a friend… no. Not even that. You were fine on your own. You just wanted to be left alone. Why was that so hard for people to understand? But hey, not like it matters anymore. Not when you stood at the very top of Ramshackle Dorm, spinning and twisting with an elegance that belied your frail figure. How many skills did you master in a single year just to try and be accepted?
‘Not that it matters anymore, I suppose.’
You tried to learn proper etiquette and tried to memorize all of the 810 rules in the Heartslabyul dorm, learned to bake to try and lessen Trey’s burden, learned to fucking work with boiling sugar to make candies. You learned gymnastics and both street and mixed martial arts to try and fit in Savanaclaw. You worked in the Monstro Lounge and covered a certain eel merman’s shifts for free, mind you, and learned to be that picture perfect customer server in Octavinelle.
You were now able to keep up with even Jamil’s moves in Scarabia out of pure desperation to fit in, even going as far as to grow the rare spices that Jamil used in his cooking. You studied fashion, sewing, and designing clothing lines in a poor attempt to be helpful to Vil, though you were often met with condescending remarks about your competence. You rescued Idia from every social interaction you could and tried to learn a bit about fixing up machines from Ortho.
You learned how to wield some close range weapons, like a dagger and a short sword, learned more hand to hand combat, learned to throw a goddamn ax! You learned so many skills all for NOTHING! But it was fine, everything was fine. That’s what your midnight performance was for. It took just a few flutters of your step sibling’s eyelashes, a couple tears, and some well-placed whispers to make you out to be some sort of greedy, vicious monster with a volatile personality.
But it was fine.
You spun faster and faster on the creaky roof, finally stopping and leaping gracefully off, legs outstretched and soon
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apologies for slow updates, i’ve just recently come back home from what has been one of the best weeks of my life!! i went to two festivals in two different countries to see my two favorite bands, Bring Me The Horizon and Bad Omens (x2). now i’m trying to get over my post concert depression by filling my brain with sims stuff, so expect new things soon!!
I literally haven’t posted on tumblr or written a fanfic in years, but dude, I’ve been bitten by the creative writing bug. And I really just want to write some classic Sterek. I hope my muse lasts long enough for me to actually get something written down.
I can't pinpoint the reasons for both exactly but currently my favorite Mythical crew member is Emily & my fav Smosh member is Angela
The previous ask made me remember that it's possible to sort of mix different terrain types by editing the NeighborhoodTerrain.ini in the game files, too. Doing this instantly affects all the neighborhoods using the edited terrain type.
The lot view still shows just one terrain type at a time, though. But when done like this, I assume the lot terrain type will automatically change based on what terrain the lot is mostly placed on.
I've never found a way to utilize this well for my own use, but that's probably due to the lack of patience to fiddle with it lol.
Underneath are the settings I used for the preview above, along with my notes. Just click on the pic for the bigger version (or open the picture in a new tab if you're reading this from the blog).
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Please remember me
I never left you know
I’ve seen everything alongside you
I’ve tried to reach you
Sometimes all the noise makes it hard I know
But I’m behind this wall screaming at you
To pay attention to me.. please
You know I’ve felt it all every piece of the shallow and deep
Why won’t you let me help you?
I’m trying so hard to get through
I’ve written so many messages on the glass
Hammered it with all my might
Pressed my warm breath up against the glass
Hoping you’d catch the message in the fog
Or maybe even the strokes of what was once written..
You know we are the same
We just need to work together.
Right now we are too many pieces trying to work this body… this field.
We have to come together.
I just need you to listen to me
But until you do I’ll sit right here
In the back of your mind
Watching it all happen to you
Until you remember I am here too.
Talking to you every chance I can
Here to help you out of the static sea
Please please won’t you just listen to me?
I am the realest part of you-
Please… just, listen. … just Trust me. I’m here for you.