So it’s been a while since I last posted anything really since before I had my leg surgery I think?, which was on March 26th. I’ve been okay, working on getting full motion back to the leg, which I’m still working on. Officially I can bend the knee to 90degrees now as of today, well it looks that way to me, either ways which yay, the leg lifting? i suck at it. But that cause I screwed up. I was working on the leg lifts after surgery, doing it every day, but as soon I was allowed to bend the knee, well I kind of focused on that, rather than working on them both. I’m a bad girl.
So that my main focus right now, well okay both of them but the leg lifts definitely cause I was trying for months and months when I had the left done, and could I do it? could I fuck, so I’m doing miles better this time. I mean I can lift the damn thing with the knee brace on, it’s just bending at the knee, but there is lifting so the muscle is getting worked.
Mr. Dawson, my surgeon, said I’m doing well. It’s odd really, I’ll wake and there's no pain at all, and being half asleep, I’m like ‘there's something wrong here, why is there no pain?’. like I didn’t realize just how much I was in on a constant basis now that I’m not feeling it. that blew my mind.
Overall I'm thankful that it’s done. I mean already, even at 9weeks post op, it’s amazing, what with no pain. I’m just so fucking thankful, and it’s done so much to improve my mental state as well.