prelim exams are over and now that I spent saturday and sunday sleeping in, my mind is finally clear and I feel more human!! what I realized the past few days when med school started is that I do not have the time or the energy to indulge myself in recreational activities. as much as I want to read books, I just cannot. and that’s just bad for me because ever since, reading books have given me perspective, and now I feel like I’m losing it.
now that I’m gradually adjusting to the daily stresses of med school, I plan on incorporating 10-15 mins read every other day of just random things, a habit I saw from @noodledesk! for now, here is my quote of the day:
“I guess it’s because I’m afraid. Afraid I’m wrong. And I guess I’m afraid I’m wrong, because I constantly relate myself to other people, other experiences, other ideas. I should be looking at both in perspective, not comparing. I relate my life to an idea or an example that is some entirely different life. I should be relating it to my life only in the sense that each has good and bad facets. Each is separate. The only way the other attained enough merit, making it worthy of my admiration, or long to copy it is by taking chances, taking it in its own way. It has grown with different situations and has discovered different heights of happiness and equal sorrows. If I always seek to pattern my life after another, mine is being wasted re-doing things for my own empty acceptance. But, if I live my life my way and only let the other [artists] influence me as a reference, a starting point, I can build an even higher awareness instead of staying dormant… I only wish that I could have more confidence and try to forget all my silly preconceptions, misconceptions, and just live. Just live. Just. Live. Just live till I die.” — Keith Haring, from The Love of Life in the Face of Death: Keith Haring on Self-Doubt, the Fragility of Being, and Creativity as the Antidote to Our Mortal Anxiety







