#rant about shit

[oceanblu-skies]

My shoulders are sagging, my chest is heavy.....

[malepresentingleg]

Why do people have a tag "Shut up *name of self*"? It's your blog. You can write whatever you want. It's where you can vent about life and rant about your problems. Your blog is first of all for you, so don't apologize for talking about yourself.

[jacks-halfeaten-burrito]

Soooooo the Jersey show is in two days....AND IM STUCK IN SCHOOL PERFORMING D:

well other than that sad news...

My concert is in two days...just friday..I cant believe how fast this year went in chambers..Im so happy im there. 

He liked my picture on instagram two days ago so does this mean that we're still friends and all...? Sigh..internet friends are super confusing..and hes really different since he joined 7mih. I guess I just wont be able to see him the same way anymore because he just left without saying a word..

In other news, my ex is stalking me again.. he sees me in the hall and he makes really stupid sounds at me to try to get my attention..it doesnt work, all it does is make him look like an asshole-oh wait he doesnt need to try with that. I try not to think of him a lot because he really keeps me down and I dont have time to be sad anymore.

But on the bright side of life, Im passing chem rn im really proud of myself, Ive been working so hard for this and its happening. Two months till london..Im so excited I cant even

Warped is gonna be great, the setlist sucks but I cant wait to finally meet Austin, I cry everytime I listen to Youre Not Alone..I cant stop flashing back to the American Dream Tour where he pointed to me and with his big smile sung at the top of his lungs to me...that was the best day of my life tbh..Ill never forget almost passing out and feeling the bass in my bones for a week after the show..ugh take me back

okay rant over

i love you guys

[uchuouji]

I am going to make a long and ranting post about

[jhopenostril]

[xlizewski]

i have to work in an hour and they always tell me to be smiley n shit but like i swear its impossible for me to smile today i cant do it, even when i force myself. i stopped taking my meds two days ago and i had a break down in the movies last night and wanted to die  so i started taking them again and idk what to do i cant go to work, i have no emotion today my face is just blank

[brradd]

I'm just so fucking tired of getting fucked over. I'm so tired of being used. I'm so tired of people. I am done trying when others don't. FUCK PEOPLE!

[fading-angels]

i gotta clean up my fucking room because it's a mess and i can't live with it anymore! ugh! i just need a completely new room tbh !!