#rant-esque

[reubarb]

How the fuck do I draw legs

RAHHHHHHHHHHHh

[babygirl-law]

Tbh I support Gerard if he's trans or gender fluid and still the same if he's cis, but if you don't support him and his life then you need to unfollow me rn

[ground-control-to-ophelias-dad]

“Why do I even try?” you

ask yourself as you pick wood

splinters from your knees, ignoring

the way blood seems to

dribble in cardinal splotches,

marring your already scarred skin

  “Why do I even try?” you

ask yourself as a doctor sets

your bones back into place, ignoring

the way your skin tears and

splits in perverse spider webs,

marring your already scarred skin.

  “Why do I even try?” you

ask yourself as your muscles

bulge and burn and tear, ignoring

the way your shoulders strain and

crumble to dust, like stars, under

the weight of the universe.

  “Why do I even try?” you

ask yourself as darkness creeps

steadily into your vision, ignoring

the way that colors fade and

lights go out, leaving you alone under

the weight of the universe.

  “Why do I even try?” you

ask yourself as you spit tooth

after tooth from your mouth, ignoring

the way your jaw seems to ache and

gape, a blackened, bloody hole

forever fixed in a silent scream.

  “Why do I even try?” you

ask yourself as the wind

whips through your hair, ignoring

the way the ground rises up to meet

you, your words and pleas lost

forever in that silent, bloodied, scream.

[doobiedemon]

"until you have it written down on legal papers, i don't have to call you eren"

oh ok that's cool totally not offended absolutely not

nope that was totally ok wow thanks that didn't change anything i saw about you at all ok it's all fine totally cool wow yeah great statement 10/10 couldn't have said it any better

but no i understand that my name isn't legally that but the way that you fucking said that offended me by a landslide ok like you could have reworded that or you could have just said nothing at all because you know what i hate my real name i really hate it i hate hearing people calling me that i absolutely despise it i thought that you would be more like "ok i'll try to remember to call you eren" instead of "it's not legal so i don't have to call you eren" like what the FUCK man i understand that you have negative conotations towards someone else who goes by the name "erin" but you can call me some kind of nickname like "eri" or whatever tickles your fancy i'd just prefer for people to not call me my actual name, especially people who are as close to me as you are i've known you for a pretty damn long time and i know it can be hard to think of me as "eren" instead of my other name but i'd really appreciate it if you started trying to call me that instead of blowing me off like that my old name isn't me at all. i'm not that name. i'm not. please respect that i'm not that name anymore. there could be a possibility that you only said that out of the defense of constantly calling me my old name since i might have seemed a bit annoyed due to the fact that i've been constantly reminding you for a while to call me eren, but you didn't even think anything of your statement after you said it and that's what really got me it's just a name but i, out of all honesty, got a bit hurt by how you could just be like "yeah whatever" to me

[g4yr4t]

I think we're going to do the friends thing. I don't know whether or not this is a mistake. So far, in my dating history, I have always chosen to do the friends thing, post-breakup. I can't say whether or not this decision has been good for me. Yes, I love having my exes as friends. They're some of my best friends, and I wouldn't say that I regret staying friends with them. I do, however, frequently question how healthy this decision has been for me in the past.

I have this problem where I try to make one kind of love into another. I try to force platonic love into the shape of romantic love and vice versa, and while I know that you can love someone as a friend and as a romantic partner (gawd, I hate that word... "partner"... we're not cowboys or in the police force), my problem is that I try to fit one way into the mold of the other. At best, it's awkward. At worst, it's incredibly painful. You can't just make one into the other. It's hurt me a lot in the past, but I always do the friends thing because I can't stand to lose this person from my life.

I figure, if I can't be with this person in a romantic capacity, I can at least still have them in my life. I don't have to lose them. I hate losing people, maybe more than anything. I get really attached, and then I don't want to think about a future without them. It's rash and silly and sometimes it happens way too fast, but that's just the way that I operate. I'm never thinking about how much it's going to hurt to have to see this person and talk to this person, knowing that the possibility of a romantic relationship no longer exists. Sometimes, I even fool myself in to thinking that it still does. It's messy, and it hurts, and there are definitely times when I wish that I wasn't so goddamn stupid with my decisions regarding my feelings.

Even if this is a mistake, though, I think it's one I'm going to have to make this time. He's a wonderful person, and he makes me laugh and smile, and I really don't want to lose that.

[seth-off-the-island]

A) THANK GOD FOR GOOGLE CHROME KEEPING WHAT YOU'VE TYPED WHEN YOU ACCIDENTALLY EXIT OUT OF A TAB

B) PEOPLE NEED TO LEARN TO DO THEIR RESEARCH BECAUSE I CAN'T HANDLE INACCURATELY PORTRAYED MENTAL DISORDERS.

and yes yelling was necessary

[equilibriumstrike-blog]

If I see another imbecile post "There's a snake in my boot" as their status,

I'm gonna have to regulate and slap a bitch

[talkingtongue]

Nagbabackread ako sa mga unpublished TA ko kanina sa aking messages. Nabasa ko na naman yung TA sakin nitong ~*feeling sikat ngayon*~ na blogger na noon e hindi ko pa finafollow, at hindi ko naman talaga kilala, at never ko pa na-encounter ang URL. Di ko naman pinapahiwatig na sikat ako dito dahil unang-una e hindi naman talaga. Ayun, out of the blue kasi bigla sya nag-TA. Nag-greet sya nung una at sinabing nagche-check sya ng blogs. Magalang naman. Pero nawindang ako. Sinabi rin nya na sana ma-enjoy ko ang blog nya, blah blah blah. Nagreply ako. Sabi ko, "Finafollow ba kita o finafollow mo ako?" Sumagot sya. Hindi ko naman daw sya finafollow o di naman daw nya ko finafollow pero nakita lang daw nya yung link ko dahil meron akong nilike.

Hanggang ngayon, hindi ko lubos maisip kung ano yung pakay nya para sa TA nya na merong "greeting" at parang me "~*check nyo naman po blog ko*~ command" e ni hindi nga namin finafollow ang blog ng isa't-isa.

Pero ayun, finollow ko na lang. At ia-unfollow na rin nyan maya-maya.

Matamaan ng kidlat, guilty.