#rantiant

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i wanna use this acc to restart my studyblr but i always make such messy notes or sometimes i dont make notes at all because of the number of things i have to do in a day :( ive already started a studyblr before but i realized how it needs effort and im a lazy person :/ i ended up being inactive and losing it completely,, big f a t sigh

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hi caroool! you were one of the accounts i admired from way back ! i think i first saw you in ig, if im correct :') o k anyway,, im having trouble with this 15-page research paper we need for school, i have a topic already but im scared that ill have a hard time filling it up once i start. the topic is general: ignoring to discover the road less travelled. basically, it's ignoring one choice because we think that the other is better. in your opinion do u think it's ok or it's too broad?

hello!! thank u for following 🌟  hmmmm honestly it’s up to u - if u have enough resources to write about the topic sufficiently for 15 pages then go for it!! one good thing about having a broader, more vague topic is that u have more leeway to write about whatever u want about it. u can talk about more aspects of the topic which is good. however, if ur worried it’s too broad then maybe go for something a little more specific? imo though it all comes down to whether or not u think u can write about it (and write about it well) for 15 pages, bc that’s a lot of writing. if u have the sources for it then do it!! if not, then go for something else

[rantiant]

there’s probably alot of stuff going through your mind right now but always remember that today is today and tomorrow is for tomorrow to worry about. so do your best today but don’t ever forget to rest. 

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i need work cause i want money cause i want no depending on my parents all the damn time

me trying to live my life

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i do not

i do not regret who i have loved i do not regret the things i have done yet i anger myself for not doing the best i could in most situations                                                                                           - 22 oct ‘16

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i suddenly believed that emptiness was my only option

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contentment

i thought of you today when i was in school it reminded me of the prayer so it reminded me of you

i remembered you today through a four minute song it wasnt that much but it was all

i remembered you again in the church on sundays you were beside me singing confidently

then it was blank pure yet empty blank nothing on mind more lost than blind

i finally felt content clenched-free fists relaxed and breathing everything so evenly placed

                                                                                    - 18 oct '16

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signs

before i went to bed last night, i asked God for a sign because im so confused. i said that, if i should tell him let him appear in my dreams. however, if he doesn't show it means i wouldn't tell him. and 10 minutes earlier, i woke up dumbfounded and strucked. why? because i dreamt of you.