Oct 9, 2019
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oh fuck all the way off now i'm picturing dakota telling his other self about how everything went down on that bench, and at first other!dakota is like "? he dies here??" and dakota tells him what really happens and other!dakota just kinda chuckles sadly as he takes the pamphlet like "heh... that's arguably worse". Because death can be undone, even if it has its consequences for them. This? this is beyond their control (they think, at least (I HOPE)). So yeah. FUCK YOU LMAO
Honestly when writing I thought it would be even more painful if Dakota can’t even tell himself. Like OTHER!Dakota just assumes, because they have never used time travel outside of saving Cavendish, that he dies somehow. Like... I imagine the first thing that goes into his head is that Cavendish has a heart attack from shock or something. And Dakota sees it on his other self’s face. He sees the worry and pain, but even though it’s himself-- and he HOPE he knows himself enough that his other self would think the same-- he can’t... he can’t tell him.How are you supposed to tell a version of yourself that hasn’t experienced the rejection just how badly it hurt?
BORTH
THANK
secret: i constantly feel like i don't belong with my drag troupe. everyone is improving so much and can do such radical things and always get better and better, and I get into this mindset of not being good enough to even be part of it. I start feeling basic bc i can't move or act in all these elaborate ways that the others can, and it discourages me to even keep trying.
Sonja NOOOOO!!!! ;; C;; I’ve seen your acts and they’re fantastic! I’m sure your drag troupe would miss the hell out of you if you stopped. I think instead of thinking along these lines of “wow my colleague is so much better than me” and instead turn it into positive energy. Try to let it inspire you!
I used to be so petty against artists who were “better” than me. And I spent a lot of time either feeling angry/envious or just straight up sorry for myself. So I would change my inner monologue around and allowed “better” artists to inspire me.
I believe in youuuu!!!
Send me a secret! (If you don’t want me to respond and just want to clear the air, feel free to preface with “don’t respond”)
HEY. BIRTH.
TY SONJA ILU <333
B I R T H
T H A N K
tagged by @zimmbonibitty thanks fam :D
COUNTRIES I’VE LIVED IN: canada and the US~! does visiting a country for a ~month count as living there??? if it does then also the philippines then
FAVORITE FANDOM: well currently omgcp, if u couldn’t tell by my url, icon, tumblr mobile/sidebar, blog theme... lmao. of all time tho??? shit fam that’s hard i’m too multi-fandom for that
LANGUAGES YOU SPEAK: english and taglish bc fuck knows i can’t honestly say i speak fluent tagalog w a straight face
FAVORITE FILM OF 2016: CAP3 CAP3 CAP3 CAP3 CAP3 CAP3!!!!!!! tho once i finally get my ass to watching ghostbusters i may reconsider lol
LAST ARTICLE YOU READ: a how-to on recording audio + screen capture on my laptop for an assignment lol
SHUFFLE YOUR MUSIC LIBRARY AND PUT YOUR FIRST THREE SONGS HERE:
xenogenesis - thefatrat
swords crossed - pirates of the caribbean: curse of the black pearl
in my head - jason derulo
???????????? okay itunes shuffle
LAST THING YOU BOUGHT ONLINE: a phone case as a favour for my bro
ANY PHOBIAS OR FEARS?: trypophobia and achluophobia. tho i suppose fearing that i’ll amount to nothing more than a worthless pos is up there too lmao
HOW WOULD YOUR FRIENDS DESCRIBE YOU?: hella gay if i had to guess
HOW WOULD YOUR ENEMIES DESCRIBE YOU?: annoying af lol
WHO WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR?: just about anyone lmao kill meee...
IF YOU HAD MONEY TO SPARE WHAT WOULD YOU BUY FIRST?: does paying off my credit card bill count??? no??? lol okay then uhhh probs the good job brain book god i want it so bad
TAG TEN PEOPLE YOU’D LIKE TO GET TO KNOW BETTER: @kent-pxrson @hikari1127 @acciohamlet @ravingredhead @curlyok @polyjackzimmermann @heiszketchup aaand uhhh fuck actually tagging 10 ppl bc i’m lazy just do this if u want fam u do u
top 5 youtubers (or otherwise internet content creators)
1) Team Starkid
2) Heather Feather ASMR
3) The Tin Can Brothers
4) Postmodern Jukebox
5) Kiera Please