"Come on, now. You've lived through worse than this. Just... Just live through this too." (JUST PRETEND IT IS MY KYLO I AM TOO LAZY TO SWITCH BLOGS)
AND NOTHING OF VALUE WAS LOST
What could be worse than this? He almost asks. He wasn’t a man who spent a great length of time in the field, much less survived anything worse than this. He hasn’t removed the blade from his stomach ( who used things like knives in this day and age? ) so as to prevent excess bleeding, but that hardly seems like it’s going to make much of a difference.
How strange to be held by a man he hates in his final moments. And that’s the biggest kick to the cosmic joke that is his life, isn’t it? He won’t say he ever anticipated dying in the arms of someone who cared about him or who could care about him in turn, but of all people it’s him.
It hurts to laugh, but he can’t contain the hysterical sound. He’s going to die and the only person he can take solace from is Kylo Ren.