Sep 10, 2013
When I first met her, I knew in a moment I would have to spend the next few days re-arranging my mind so there’d be room for her to stay.
Brian Andreas
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When I first met her, I knew in a moment I would have to spend the next few days re-arranging my mind so there’d be room for her to stay.
Brian Andreas
I think it's time for a change. It's time to do some re-arranging of those who I consider friends. I still keep in contact with people that have hurt me in the past, put me on the back burner, and because they've mistakened my kindness as a weakness, it's made me turn into someone with a high wall built that's hard to trust and let people in. I'm going to cut waaay waaaay back on my facebook time and just get on this site here and there, study my ass off for the CCNA classes I hope to be a part of through my job, work out, spend time with those that matter the most, and just do me. I'm tired of always thinking about the past and wishing certain people were around when in turn, those people are gone for a reason: because they asses don't deserve to be a part of my life and the wonderful things that I'm about to make happen for next year and beyond.
So, my tears are gone, I'm done crying over people that obviously don't give a damn about me. Fuck 'em! And not only that... I need to learn to forgive those who have wronged me... Actually, I know how to do that all too well... but I need to learn to let go of them instead of allowing them into my life as friends.
Biggest Problem of the day...
How should I re-arrange my Uni room?!
Re-arranging my room
Because I can't sleep. I'm at the point where I need to set up my shelves and can't move on until I do, but I can't because it is 6 in the morning and my family would be mad at me if I were to band on the walls with a hammer this early. I'd like to say my room is 'organized chaos' right now.
I don't know what to do with myself at the moment.
Allergies...
I hate being allergic to bleach!! D:
I have to do my chores today since it's the first day I've been home in a week and tomorrow we're going hiking. my chores include cleaning both bathrooms. which means Bleach. and I'm severly allergic. I hate it. I have hives. ewwwwzz, this happens every damn week. Re-arranged all the furniture in my room last night. that was funn :D
needa exercise but I'm supposed to be cleaning still, sooo I just keep running up and down the stairs randomly. haha. Ella's all better thank god.