ok so this Thursday is my psych assessment for the gender clinic shit and just
like last time was a pretty rough experience cuz the woman is aw was just... oblivious to NB people and im having this internal monologue fighting over whether i should overstate things to combat their ignorance or if i should just stay true to what I know and risk them just going “well ur just feeling things” and cross me off like ugghhhh
ur meant to be the experts guys so why am i the one that has to put forth all the suggestions/research/etc
i mean ultimately if i did overstate id still get the treatment i want its not like theyd just stick me on a table there and then and stick scalpels under my skin but??
just this on top of having spent 6-7 years in professional care for mental health only to have myself be the one to fucking realise i have adhd despite being as textbook an example as physically possible?? i just... im really tired of relying on people to dictate my life when theyre so clueless