"Normal" day .
He wakes up in the middle of the night of with whatever amount of rest he could get before his graveyard shift starts.if it was Kazuhiko from six months ago, the first thing he would have done would be to check his phone for messages from certain someone who he loved from the bottom of his heart ,make sure he didn't miss any messages ,reply as soon as possible. But things have changed for him, as he no longer is bound to any emotions . He has routinized his life now , rather monotonous if you actually think about it. Wake up, go to work, home , sleep, rinse-repeat. At first he did this to distract himself from certain demons who haunted him constantly . Right now he just follows this pattern because he WANTS to. He has finally calmed. He has made friends again, he feels loved again. He is still trying to search for a purpose though ,something to live for ... or die for. Still in his memories he finds some darkness , burning his eyes up occasionally with the visions of the past he is trying to forget. But the day doesn't seem normal if he does not allow his mind to wander~ ^-^
17-06-2014
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