#real+true

[plexigod]

need this month to be good to me

[dreamsclock]

You are Incredibly correct in that Dream and Kokichi are the same person however if you put them in a room together I think they would fight to the death

oh you’re so so right. cdream would take one look at kokichi and beat the shit out of him immediately

[nekomaster69]

if ur cane doesn’t have a sword in it what the fuck are you doing?

[adhdsix]

[abigayle12000]

[plexigod]

when i was brought here i felt so lost, and was constantly calling on spirit to show me the way, tell me if i was going in the right direction. one night in temp. housing, i watched paprika for the first time. it was a lifeline, a reminder. for me, creating is living. one night after candles and tarot and offerings and prayers, searching for stars and finding almost none.. i asked spirit “send me a butterfly if i’m where i’m meant to be.” the next day my sister and i went to the mall and i got a “surprise” pin box, i just felt drawn to it. when i opened it, there was a sea butterfly.

it may have taken me some time, but now that i’m back in a place of creation something is happening to me. it’s like waking up suddenly.. and my pain, while everpresent seems to have peeled away from my identity and my state of mind, my emotions and feelings. i know it’s there & i take care of it. the difficult circumstances of my life are somehow changed only by my view of them. i’m just happy, grateful, sure. life is hard, and bad things are going to keep happening. i don’t expect the future to go easy on me. but i don’t regret any of my suffering, and i’m ready to expand my view of what is and what can be. it’s not like ecstatic happiness, but grounded and clear certainty that i’m exactly where i’m meant to be. if i look at my past logically i’m much stronger then i perceive myself to be. so i’m not worried about anything. the worst case scenario is still a chance to experience something. i’m not afraid of anything.

[plexigod]