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Dear Drew, 

You're everything to me and we've been through so much and i don't know what's going on with us anymore. It's like we are growing apart right in front of my eyes and there nothing i can do to stop it. I love you with every fiber of my being but with Noah and our jobs, we never have any time for us anymore. We barely communicate and those are two big factors in relationships. I don't know maybe it's just my brain screwing with me again but i can't let you go. Not again. I need you more than you need me-- that i know is true. But right now, with Noah and everything, i've never needed someone so badly before. You are what's holding me together, what's keeping me going because if i was doing this alone... i would have given up so long ago. You have sacrificed so much for me and i honestly don't know why you did it because normally guys would have walked out by now. You are truly a prince, my prince and as cheesy as that sounds-- it doesn't get much cheesier that's for sure-- i love you. I always have and i always will, there isn't a single thing in this world that can change how i feel about you because you are always going to be you which you are always going to be the boy that i fell in love with. The first guy that ever proved me not everyone thinks i'm useless. You are true perfection Andrew Torres.

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Let's Getaway- Drew.

After hearing about Drew's news, Bianca couldn't help but be happy for him-- she knew he loved football and she could tell that he was excited about the offer. There was no way she was going to let him reject the offer-- he has done everything for her. He needed to do something that would make him happy and accepting that offer would be perfect. Once they talked and decided that they wanted a free night to celebrate, she quickly drove over to his old place and explained to Adam what was going on before asking Audra to keep Noah for the night. Though she found herself having to explain why all of a sudden she needed them to watch Noah for the night when they just had him for the weekend-- she couldn't think of anything to tell her so she choked out the truth. 

She took in a deep breathe as she left Audra's house and got into the car-- making her way back to her apartment. The drive was only about ten minutes and she knew that Drew was waiting on her-- she didn't know what she was more happy for the beach party or the fact that someone has been watching Drew and wanted him for their team. Once she reached their apartment, she pulled into her parking spot and turned off the engine before leaning back in her seat with a smile. Shaking her head, she climbed out of the car and jogged up the stairs to their place-- walking inside, she turned around and shut the door before letting her brown eyes scan the living room. "Drew?" She called out softly as she walked towards the bedroom. 

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Coming Home- Drew

Things have been a rough ride for Bianca and Drew but she knew that she couldn't live without him. She had tried it once and it wasn't fun-- in fact it was hell. She knew where she wanted to be for the rest of her life and who she wanted to share it with. The fact she was pregnant at eighteen wasn't the best thing to ever happen but she knew somehow, in some way that it was going to make the twos relationship stronger. She just had to figure out how to stop getting so jumpy, moody and emotional around the boy and about every subject. As she snapped out of her thoughts, she pushed herself out of the seat and made her way off the plane and inside the airport. Her brown eyes scanned the airport before going over the baggage pick up. It's been a while since Bianca had been in airport-- years probably, she lost count.

Taking in a deep breathe, she tucked some of her curls behind her ear before waiting to find her bag. Once she recognized her bag, she lightly pushed her way through the crowd and grabbed it. Rolling her eyes at the complaints of the other people-- making her way towards the front of the airport, she sighed softly as leaned against the wall. Her hand dug into her pocket as she pulled out her cell, reading over old text messages between her and Drew. Letting out a long breathe, she slowly sat down and put her hand on her stomach lightly-- smiling at the idea of having a baby growing inside of her. It wasn't that she hated the fact that she was pregnant-- she hated the fact that she wasn't going to be able to do the things she normally would do, like going out and partying but she couldn't dwell on it anymore. She knew it was time to grow up-- she couldn't be a kid all the time and she knew partying wasn't health as it was. It was what got her involved with guys like Anson and Vince in the first place. She was finally coming to realize she made the right choice keeping the baby and she had no regrets-- she was happy that she was doing this with Drew and no one else.

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With Your Love- Drew.

It seemed like it had been forever since Bianca had heard anything from Drew-- but she wasn't to upset, she knew things were getting crazy at the Torres house. She was just missing him, which was typically for her. She just wanted to be able to be in his arms again, it sucked staying at home all day. After being on her laptop for thirty minutes, she got talking to Drew and somehow ended up making plans with him. She was actually way to happy about hanging out with him for her own good. Shutting her laptop, she set it on the coffee table before jumping up and going into her room, grabbing her jacket. Not caring that she was only in shorts and a red cameo. She just wanted to rush out of the house and beat him there-- seeing how it was a faster walk from her place to the theater than from his house.

As she tied her shoes, she pulled the jacket over her shoulders and walked out of the house, slamming the door behind her. Her brown eyes looked around the street, taking in the fresh air surrounding her. Pulling her Ipod Touch of her back pocket, she put her ear buds in her ears and turning up the volume to the highest it would go, going through her entire playlist. When the wind blew, she ran her fingers through her hair and picked up her walking pace, as the sun seemed to be getting lower by ever block she walked. After about ten minutes, she could see the theater sign causing a smile to form on her lips. Looking around before running across the street, she sucked in a sharp breathe as she leaned up against the wall, watching the streets as she waited for the boy to show up.

She didn't mind waiting, it gave her more time to listen to her music and clear her head of any thoughts that didn't involve Drew-- which she barely had but still. He wasn't the only one with the complicated home life, Bianca just knew not to talk about hers. Since her Aunt wasn't very well liked by a lot of people Bianca knew, she didn't blame them. Juliana had always been a bitch since Bianca got involved with Anson-- even after she left, she treated her like shit, always complaining and bitching. Leaning her head back, her brown eyes looked up at the sky-- a smile pulling on the corner of her lips as she watched the sun lower every thirty minutes or so.