Do other adults stay up really late imagining for hours other lives and the adventures therein, full on scenarios? I really hope so or I'm more off my nut than I thought.
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Do other adults stay up really late imagining for hours other lives and the adventures therein, full on scenarios? I really hope so or I'm more off my nut than I thought.
i love video games that let you live out your wildest fantasies, like in skyrim when you can explore a medieval land and slay dragons, or in the sims when you can find a stable job that you enjoy and afford to buy a house
realizing that you only love the idea of someone is fucking terrible but realizing that someone only loves the idea of you is even worse
I want a dark castle and silks on my body, with my hands on the forbidden books of the witches. I want a crown decorating my head with the darkest jewels and a waltz with my mortal enemy. I want us to fall in love and battle with our own emotions, trying to pry away from each other’s hold. I want dark halls watching me as I contemplate how I miss his touch. I want the heavy chandeliers to see how we finally give in and embrace the love we have fought for, the love we have sought for. I want to rebel and I want to do it when the times were more relying on daggers and arrows. I want to fight for my crown. for my love, for my throne.
I’m sorry, but is all this too much to ask for?
because i hate reality these days, sometimes i think book!Adam is out there somewhere, about forty, doing idk what with his life but definitely being 2000% disgusted with humanity as a whole.
and now that I finished the gray garden I even feel more shit than before!! great!!!
I'd rather have a life full of clichés than real life full of disappointments
sjA