hi i love u pls forget to never stop being urself no matter who ur around or if ur on the internet or not. sincerity is one of the most admirable qualities because it shows others how you’re unafraid to be yourself even if u have embarrassing moments or get made fun of because trust me ….. i have had a lot of embarrassing moments in my life even if i haven’t lived that long . u are all so beautiful and so worthy and capable of love and no this is not just the beauty of the beach talking, although it definitely is giving me a sense of clarity, but i just wanted to let whoever sees this that they are so amazing even if ur just like a “normal joe”, it does NAWT matter because just being on this earth is such an accomplishment already . being alive rn isn’t easy but for all of u who have jobs or are in uni or are reeeeaallyyy busy, i especially admire how hard u work and dont like totally discombobulate already .
and the people who come on my blog to read my writing .. i cannot express how grateful i am that u take the actual time to see if ive posted or even just checking in once in awhile to read my works . and if u come on here to look at my little splurged thoughts i post spontaneously? and if u have notifications on?? i have so much love, infinite love for YOU . someone said my writing was worth professional level and ive been thinking about it so much. it’s so crazy how you guys take the time out of ur day for just a hobby of mine .
a little over a thousand people follow me now, and it’s so surreal. i have like no words, but pls remember that there are people who respect being true to urself! that love you for being urself! don’t come on tumblr just to post because you feel it’s an obligation, do it because you want to . don’t feel the pressure of being a mutual and feeling obligated to reblog and like and comment on every post of theirs.
i am so lucky to have mutuals like meowie or ellie or sky (i don’t know them that well but they seem really lovely!) or maddie or anastas .. i would never have thought i would’ve gotten so much love on my writing . only ogs know when this blog was @myvampyrez 💔
you guys give me lots and lots of purpose and an outlet .. i love writing for all of u and u guys have no idea how happy it makes me to see u guys in my comments or tags or inbox even with little meaningless stuff or just a “hi” like its so crazy . i have a lot of anons i also think about daily like tulip anon or emotional support anon …… their words changed my neural chemistry .
remember the world is ending and i’m late for work :’)
