#really important actually

[kalosian-writer]

((Hey guys, I just need to get some stuff off my chest really quick.

First of all, I want to acknowledge that this is not meant to insight drama, and I actually am not blaming anyone other than myself and my mental health. But there’s things bothering me and if I don’t say something I feel I might drop roleplaying altogether.

So I’m just...really frustrated right now, with the type of attention Jules is getting. Yeah, I get it’s fun getting into conflict with her, and by no means am I defending any of her opinions, but it feels anymore like everything turns into a game of ‘how long until Jules backs down and gets drunk?’, and I really don’t like that. It’s getting old.

And it really feels like that’s the only type of attention she’s getting. Like I reblog memes, but don’t get much, and feel more like a meme dump than anything. And no one’s really making a move to involve themselves in her normal verse or her pregnancy verse. So most of the time I’m the one taking the initiative to insert her into other muses’ lives. Which, honestly makes her feel more like a tool to further plots rather than a character in herself.

Again, I know this is more my depression twisting things than anything else. It’s no one’s fault but my own, and chances are high it’s not actually how things actually are. But it just doesn’t make me feel any better.

So...yeah. If I do put Jules on hiatus, that’s why. I need to put some distance between myself and this feeling.

Sorry.))

[equitationstar]

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