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I feel like setting December as the possible beginning of the new EoA tournament was really ambitious of me

#Personal #Ajshnfjf #Okay it’s mostly for the reason I’m unnecessary complicating everything #but I don’t want to stop halfway through so #Anyway it’s 100% going to happen but more likely closer to the middle/end of December #Or on the first of December already because worrying about deadline and then completing the whole task in couple days is my typical behavior #We have 100+ freaking songs #which means 50+ matchups #эх #I’m seriously thinking of posting at least two matchups in one day #becuase otherwise the whole round 1 will be lasting for like two months and it’s ummm meh #really meh #But I can already sense how painful it’s going to schedule all these matchups #I’ll be rechecking it until my eye starts twitching #Ajhdnfj alright I’m exaggerating the last tournament was fun #and I’m sure the next one is going to be fun too #Even if I know my favourite song won’t be a winner✊🏻😔

This episode could have really ate if those milkmaids were witches

#ahs #american horror story #ahs stories #American horror stories #really meh

VTM Coteries of New York

(SPOILER FREE)

You know guys I love VTM Bloodlines and I can’t wait for VTMB2.

Heard about the release of this visual novel only 10 days ago (side-effect of being too far away from Tumblr :\) .

Finished it today. It was both interesting and disappointing :

Interesting:

the visuals: though a bit repetitives I really like the style and atmosphere.

the characters : they mainly have very interesting personalities and stories.

For people who don’t really know the franchise Coteries of NY is a good introduction to the VTM universe.

I need to draw the Sheriff <3

(really) Disappointing:

Don’t trust the sales arguments : The main storyline is.Linear.as.Hell. It doesn’t seem to have any different endings (I played it twice with the same character). And the conclusion feels so rushed. Superficial choices. No saves. No possibility to play all the side quests in 1 walkthrough because whatever you do the main plot ends after a limited number of nights.

As a conclusion : this visual novel really needs further installments/additional contents to be worth playing. Can’t recommend it now unless you have money to waste...

#coteries of new york #vtm #meh #really meh #but Qadir <3

Feelings a little bit down right meow...

Hime getting better, but not full recovery and my vet said That the chance for the "second option" is very high now. So if it s That, there is nothing to be done. *sigh*

And I very frustrating because sometimes I could be very shy and I don t... Achieve to get close to the People That I wish to be more closer. A aaaw we all can be so bad with our link with other People fjzbdvvs ! X)

Still a meh body That I always Wonder where is my energyyyy ?... Can it be possible to didn t have pain for one minute ? :v

And That hurts me so bad, nearly one month and still hadn t be able to draw Theron again. I don t know if I will go beyond That. I don't think so, I m so stuck to this. It s like you love hot chocolate, it was one thing to bring you smile instantly but you have became intolerant to Milk and you can not drink it anymore (my life since 4years XD).

But I still be able to see some positive things, like in less one month I will see again Orphaned Land, some supportative friend but the ratio meh/yeay lean on more on the meh side. It s like the snake feeding on his own tails...

#me #but meh #double meh #really meh #complaining #I will surely delete this later when I will found my motivation back #If I found it :p

I’m feeling up and down all day.

Fell asleep on accident last night because I’ve been sick for over a week and my cycle started several days earlier than anticipated (which is really odd). So I’ve been overall really tired. Falling asleep means I didn’t study for my quiz this morning.

Scored LOW but, better than I expected. at least not 0% LOL

Then we had to SOAP up patient cases on prompts for 1 hour then present it the next hour. Being out of practice for over a year really made me nervous becaseu I haven’t touched these topics for a LONG while.

Luckily! It wasn’t bad and I actually got all 3 cases correct - despite not having to present/turn anything in. Was able to contribute to discussion as well.

In other good news, my person of interest got a second chance in school, so everything is peachy keen for him. so that’s good good. And he wont have to move far until August instead of april. At least he’s semi close by for a little longer.

But now, I just want to cry... honestly.

Actually wow. I am .

I dont know why to be honest.

The month of August has just been an... aching time for me. Last august I almost committed suicide. My now ex-bf ignored me for months starting a little before that, years before that my ex was out with some girl on a date, a few weeks before He left to go back to his home country for vacation (he went far), years before that I couldn’t wear summer clothes because I was battered by my ex-ex, and years before that I was forced to do things by my ex-ex because its “what couples were supposed to do” and.... etc...

And the thought that my person of interest is going to move a bit farther away... at that month... maybe its just adding onto my fear that things will go bad. Maybe I’m scared. Traumatized.

Because school for both of us is a bit more tough this semester. I only get to see him maybe once a month..

And I just realize why i hate falling in love with someone because I become dependent and needy. I get attached.. and maybe too strongly. I feel weak. I hate it. This is my first adult relationship where I dont live with my SO. Let alone we’re not in the same city. I dont get to see him daily. We’re both... busy. We have our own worlds.

And I hate this whole thing because... I understand the situation fully. We have adulting and studenting things to do. But at the same time... I feel so sad. alone. even if he’s just a message away from responding.

There’s just not much I can do. He’s a really good person. I just need to stay stronger.

#blurbs #personal #really meh

Naomiisenju A1?

#merh #ask answered #my art #naomiisenju #meh art #really meh #like how do ;-;#hope it's okay

Well I can say I did not like Yaz's characterisation in that new BF audio, like at all.

#A talk #the plot was alright but her whole thing is...#really meh

Each year prophetic messages foretell great heights and advancement.

Just can't see it.

#really meh #advancement only natural what #generalization