"Da Eldy Scolls" - Reason #42
I love you because you decided to buy The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion when I told you about the franchise, and you absolutely loved it, from the character creation to the scale of the world to the quests to the places you could explore... you were fascinated by all of it, and then you decided to buy The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim (since you bought Oblivion to make up for not having enough money at the time to buy it).
You seemed to love Skyrim even more, and I remember the times you'd spend so long in the character creation (until you finally found a formula that worked well for making a face model you loved for all of your characters)... I love how deep into the lore you'd delve into, how many of the NPCs you'd remember by name, how many little tips and tricks and glitches and exploits you'd learn about and use every so often... I love how you'd always love playing as a Khajiit; spending all your time on the UESP Wiki when deciding on a name for it; creating these elaborate, fascinating back stories for your characters...
I remember when you bought the DLCs, like Hearthfire and Dawnguard... and I remember how we'd love to play the game together simultaneously, talking about our games with each other... how you'd get death threats from the children in Whiterun, how you'd never spend too much time on one character before you'd decide to create a new one from scratch...
I love how you'd tell me that we should both get PS4s (because Xbox One sucks), so we could both play The Elder Scrolls Online together (until we sort of changed our minds when we heard all the awful things about it)...
I love how we'd just talk about how much fun we'd have together if Skyrim had multiplayer co-op...
I miss you, heejy... I still love you... I think about you constantly... do you still think of me...? Do you really not have any feelings for me anymore...? At all...?