#red heels!jared

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I can't help but think of redheels!jared & cokewhore!jensen whenever I listen to 'off to the races' by lana del rey. The whole song is definitely them, I mean "he loves me with every beat of his cocaine heart" definitely in jared's pov❤️❤️

♥ ♥ ♥ oh god. i feel very kill me/fuck me/hold me right now. 

(and valentine’s day is coming up for them, wherever they are. maybe it’s like christmas for whoreboys like jared. lonely old men with lonely old hearts willing to pay double on february 14 for a wet mouth and a cute face. 

jared’s got his best red polish on, getting ready for a big sale night, rolling his thigh highs up over his should-be soccer knees when jensen says maybe tonight’s not such a good idea, jared. dangerous out there. and jared cackles, blows a fat bubble with his gum, every night is a danger. he’s got his switchy tucked into his garter, he’ll be fine. 

but jensen looks anxious, worryingly fidgety. 

and jared says, cautious, “hmm. maybe. maybe, yeah. probably wouldn’t be too risky if i just – just went out to get a meal somewhere, though. and if i had company…” and for once jensen nods, little rosebud pink cheeks, and jared trades his red heels for his red chucks and they eat at a little all night taqueria with a sputtering neon sign that says OPEN 24/7 that jared points to, smiles, says, “just like me.” 

and maybe later he convinces jensen to do a line off his ass or something. and just a little kiss on the mouth. “in the spirit of the holiday,” he says, like it’s nothing. and jensen does it, just real soft, like it’s everything.)

i’m not afraid to say that i’d die without him. who else is gonna put up with me this way?

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Disco, go go Dancer so rare Move down, up slow Prostitute stare I do what I like I just don't care I am my only god I am my only god I am my only god Now Black eyes, short dress Let's break it down You shoot and I pose Polaroid frown (Lizzy Grant)

♥ ♥ ♥ thank you, lovely. i’m saving all of your songs for a little boy’s rainy night.   

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I like your ultraviolent swing I like it when you treat me mean You turn my mood from black to blue (Lizzy Grant) (lyrics I think you'd appreciate) (The live version on youtube is saturated with emotion and a heartstring snapper)

absolutely gorgeous. just went and watched. the one where she’s in a green t-shirt, right? incredible. ♥ ♥ thanks so much for pointing me in that direction. 

i feel a little raw right now. and maybe like i need a smoke.

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I'm so in love with your blog. Your lolita!jared & red heels!jared make me *swwwwwwooooon* it's so perfect. I'm also a BIG FAN of your fics. You're seriously so amazing. So thank you for blessing us with your fantastic writing! xx

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this is so, so kind of you. thank you so much. 

and those two. god. i do enjoy them immensely. fucking tarts, the both of them. in their separate worlds, lolita!jared is maybe whining, preteen-pestering mr. jensen about what he’s getting him for christmas (”do i need to sit on your lap, mister?”) – while red heels!jared is probably out tearing up his bony knees and stashing a portion of his sales in his satin thigh garter, saving up $$$ to get his pimp something real thoughtful (jensen said a handwritten coupon for an hour of facefucking on xmas morning doesn’t count).

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do you think you'll ever write a fic for cokewhore!jensen and redheels!jared because i would absolutely read that. many times over.

ooh. those two. ♥ i’d have to get @vennstiel‘s cherry-topped blessing first, but i could surely be lured into telling such a tale. i think about them extensively.

i do wonder what they’re up to right now. (if they’re out behind the old 7-11 again. if jared might be leaving a 99-cent lipstick smear on jensen’s willfully resistant mouth. if jensen might be buzzy-eyed falling into another addiction. a worse one, a boy-shaped high. 

not even a fucking kiss? jared says, mulish. he’s been childishly intent on marking jensen in some way every night.  

go to work, jensen says, and shoves away before jared can try again. jensen’s heart is already very stained.)

if you’re interested: venn added a new gorgeous little piece here and she also put together a sort of ‘origins’ post here. although i have to warn - it’s really stop-and-start and without any sort of filter. jared started out as a boy dead in the mud, and only recently did we discover jensen’s coke habit. we unearth more and more about them everyday it seems, lol.

thanks for this, anon! ♥ ♥

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the rotary phone pic. how is that jensen...or jared? i can't decide of figure out how it fits in there, but, boy howdy, it does somehow. tell me what i'm missing here. there's j2 porn in there somewhere. red heels!jared? coke whore!jensen?! help me out here.

i do believe jensen has blond hair on his legs (i think? no?), therefore i can only conclude by fool’s logic that it must be jared. …red heels!jared left on a poorly mattress in a bare bulb motel room down on 5th and leopard street in the seedy east side. he’s too baby-weak and out of it to figure out how to call jensen from the old phone. i bet joe businessman gave jared some off-color molly.

(cokewhore!jensen was probably who pimp!jensen was in his younger days. and that was years before he met a yardstick boy in torn up chucks and natural rouge.)

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now that’s a chin tickler... in my inexpert opinion, technically lolita!jared actually is daddy’s little whore. but humbert!jensen would never ever say so, at least not out loud. not even in a gasping heartbreak whisper when he’s holding jared’s pretty head down into the pillow and making love to his little boy butt.

so i’m leaning towards red heels!jared, i think. (what’s that little tart up to lately, anyway? i need to know.) ♥

edit: this shows up like i’m talking to myself? vennstiel - it was a direct reply to this.

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the socks i bought look a lot like the ones in that gif XD and i also bought white thigh high stockings with ruffles at the top, and the most fantastic red heels!jared pumps of your dreams! >:D they won't be arriving for at least 2 weeks, but i have big plans for them *rubs hands together*

whaaaat? ♡ ♡ ♡ okay, this smells suspiciously like a red heels!jared photoshoot of some sort and the stench is fucking pleasant. even if my nose is wrong, you’ve already ruined me and left me immobile.

speaking of, i gotta see if i can weasel the original snippets out of vennstiel. from what i recall - they were (horribly) beautiful and (exquisitely) unnerving. 

i. need. to. see. your. socks. and. shoes.