15. any “paranormal” or unexplainable experiences?
I live a boring life and im also real forgetful rest my soul. Idkkkk nothing has really happened to me. or something has and i forgor. sorryy
19. best gift you’ve gotten?
(serious voice) every gift i've gotten is the best gift I've gotten..
its so hard to pick i want to say every single gift... but at the moment it'll be the series of birthday gifts from my best friend. She made 5 different gifts for the 5 days before my birthday. This was so sweet i'm gonna go into detail.
Day 1 was a series of warrior cat origami characters, because we met from being 11 years old and mutually interested in warriorcats and me dragging her into the world of minecraft fanfiction. they're so small they can balance on my finger if i wanted to. Day 2 was origami again, she has no idea whats going on in twenty1pilots lore LMAO i tell her about it all the time, not really her thing and she doesn't enjoy their sound but she knows how much i love them. she made a kitty clancybearer, and then a bunny clancy and a fox torchbearer. I'm still trying to find a place to put them where they won't get crushed in my mess of a desk. Day 3 was a handpainted clay leatherback turtle. I have a sea animal collection of trinkets and soft toys and I display most of the trinkets on this little shelf in my room. She's the only person who comes to my house semi-regularly, so she's the only person who knows about it, so it makes me happy that she noticed my trinket collection :) Day 4 was her version of a gift I made for her the first time she asked me to come spend her birthday with her. I didn't realise it then but it was a really big deal and it was one of the first birthday gifts she had ever gotten. it was a jar of tiny paper cranes, each around the size of a thumbnail. her ones for me this year are tinier, theyre abot the size of my pinkie. I don't know how she does it its so cool and she's very skilled with the paper. they're also in rainbow order inside the jar :) Day 5 (long ass story) was a set of hand woven, friendship-bracelet- style matching keychains. they are pink and orange dinosaurs! They are based on this story we wrote together about lesbian dinosaurs, who were killed by the metoer and died in each other's uhh dinosaur arms. and then they fossilised but because of plate tectonics they were seperated. thennn several million years later they were found by archeologists and were reunited together in a musuem. we illustrated all of it in watercolour and bound it with thread :) I'm hoping to get it back from our y10 social studies teacher soon LOL drawing that book was one of the first times we hung out with each other outside of school. then for my actual birthday, she gave me a perfectly round and flat 'promise' pebble, which are pebbles penguins give to their mates like a proposal. now obviously we aren't dating but it was a promise from her to stay friends with me. she's moving down south for uni next year to study veterinary, and I'm gonna miss her like crazy. we both aren't really people to reach out, we spent the first four years of our friendship not saying a word to each other outside of school lmao. but over time we've been talking more. This is a friendship I don't want to let fizzle out when we graduate highschool, and i cherish the amount of effort she put into my birthday gift this year :) I love her.
26. share one outlook you have on life?
oooo tough question, I think for me is that. most people aren't doing it out of malice. Well some people like to stir shit for fun and I try stay away from people. maybe I just make excuses for people. But life is easier for me when i assume people aren't acting like that out of malice. except for my mother because holy shit she DOES do that out of malice. I think people get too angry at each other like the other person has done it out of malice. eg forgetting to come to a meeting, not mixing a color correctly, not following instructions properly, not taking care of something. and while there are situations that require assertion from you that its not ok, but most of the one-off actions that lowk piss u off a little, let it slide. Ask for a reason if you really are that frustrated and if you want to better understand their perspective. but 80% of the time its not worth your emotion. perhaps i am a bit of a doormat idk, but I think it makes me a kinder person to let things slide, altho i do usually ask for a reason, so if its a stupid reason at least they'll hear it come out of their own mouths.