I am thinking about deleting this blog and starting fresh but I will probably keep it and just make another for when I hopefully travel and pictures of my life. I'm doing more and more by myself and it's terrifying to do things without someone constantly telling me that I'm not screwing up. Speaking of doing more things by myself, I volunteered at a derby bout last night ! I was super nervous and in charge of the white board. I learned so much about the game and all the penalties; I understand what is going on now and it's easier to see what the skaters are doing instead of just seeing a confusing blur. All the girls are so pretty and strong and fast! Everyone I talked with was sweet and eager to teach me about the sport and all the culture. Both of the Baton Rouge teams won! I'm saving up to join when the next fresh meat session rolls around. They are such an inclusive and friendly group and the game is so neat!!!!!!!!