#reficulnatas

[agentstovring]

Bucky really likes Carol because here’s someone who truly understands how brainwashing changes you forever; how afterwards it can be hard to trust your own brain, because it’s been so wrong before But then he sees her and Steve arm-wrestling and he’s like, oh no, there’s two of them

[lohke]

About 1,5 - 2 years ago I didn’t believe in love. I believed in the idea of it, but I was genuinely convinced that it was an emotion that I was incapable of feeling, and that the people who claimed to be in love were just kidding themselves. I had never felt that burning wish to make another person happy, and looking at the relationships around me, they didn’t seem to portray that stereotypical notion of love in any way either. My biological dad beat my mother, her current husband and her has intimacy problem (which I really didn’t have a need to know about, but apparently they can’t talk with each other), mental abuse causing a friend to slowly grow more silent and distant, and so on.

Things are different now. It kinda feels like the axis of the planet has shifted, so that it’s easier for me to find my footing… All because this one guy, whom I’d had on my friendlist for years, reached out. “We seem to have a handful of things in common, why don’t we talk more?” So, we talked. We met. It started out casual, which made it feel more natural. I knew he was interested, because he had told me directly, but he never tried to pressure me into anything.

You know how people say that you shouldn’t discuss your ex partners? Fuck that. We talked. We both came from long term toxic relationships, and they had been a big part of our lives. It’s healthy to discuss that shit with someone who understands.

We still talk. About anything. About nothing. He still looks at me, like he can’t quite believe that I’m there; like I’m the most amazing thing that he’s ever seen. He can read me, and gives me the mental space that I occasionally need, because he relates. I’m an introvert, and non-exhausting people are rare, but he’s one of them. We relax around each other, and we relax each other.

Opposites attract? Maybe, but they don’t work out in the long run. I know that from experience. I know better now.

I found my unicorn, and I believe in love now.

[hiddlescheekbones]

@widowshulk replied to your post “I’m curious, how many of you follow me but are only casual Hiddleston...”

I used to be a hardcore fan, but the love kind of mellowed away, but I still think you're awesome and I still have a casual interest, so I would dream of unfollowing.

Aww! For the record, you’re one of the rare gems that changes fandoms and I keep following so the love goes both ways :D

@reficulnatas replied to your post “I’m curious, how many of you follow me but are only casual Hiddleston...”

I used to be a pretty hardcore fan, but I've found some other things to fill my life with lately, and have downgraded to being a casual fan :)

Thanks for the reply!

@chaotictrickster replied to your post “I’m curious, how many of you follow me but are only casual Hiddleston...”

I'm only a casual fan, but I love your gifs. And, for the record, you do, in fact, seem to have an awesome personality. XD

Lmao that was a joke because you can rarely “see” me around here. But thanks I appreciate it x)

@anotherfangirlsworld replied to your post “I’m curious, how many of you follow me but are only casual Hiddleston...”

I follow you because you're really nice and don't get caught up in the all of the drama of the fandom. :)

I hate drama. I don’t even know what the drama is these days. I use to know and not comment. But now I just don’t know at all and I’m happier.

@tomtomlocked replied to your post “I’m curious, how many of you follow me but are only casual Hiddleston...”

started following 'cause of Tom.. but then.. I don't know - just like u and ur blog :)

Thanks, love! Goes both ways as well :)

[agentstovring]

52-year old Todd was almost the man-looking-for-a-wild-younger-woman of my dreams. But his bio said ‘not a pet person’, and that’s just a deal breaker for me.

[agentstovring]

In 2020:

- I read 38 new books - I celebrated two years at my job, wondering where the time went - I cooked new, exciting things I’ve never dared before - I worked from home - I socialized from home - I loved the world from home - I lost a friend to cancer, and watched another friend survive it - I battled my anxiety, then tried to befriend it - I leaned on my friends and let them lean on me - I fell in love with my country again (and again and again and again)

[moonykins]

reficulnatas replied to your photo “˜Bout time I read this, it’s been my favourite movie for like 20...”

Aw man, the kids made me SO angry when I read it. So, they're realistic, I guess.

Lex is such a brat omg. But yeah realism xD

[moonykins]

reficulnatas replied to your photo “Forgot I can share this one now! Surprise gift for my husband, a...”

This is GREAT :D

Thank you, I’m rather proud :D

[pheasantmadness]

[IMPRESSED AND SLIGHTLY WORRIED SCREAMING???] ~ Well shit, welcome to hell