Guess what, bitches

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Guess what, bitches
STOP DEACTIVATING I WASN’T GONE FOR LONG. sheesh.
Alright lets do this.
I had a couple fries & I am not going to stick my finger down my throat because that's the only solid thing I've really eaten in 3 days but then again what if boy meets me and doesn't like me because he thinks I'm fat and oh look relapse is lookin pretty damn cute today
Day 3 (or 4 I’m not sure) the only thing I’ve eaten is 2 tangerines, 2 mini bananas, 3 crackers, 3 veggie chips, a muffin, and so much coffee
How the fuck am I standing
it has been nearly a year. nearly 52 werks. nearly 365 days. i should not be wanting to run to the kitchen and cut into my skin. i should not be longing for the sting and burn. i should not be wanting to scratch myself raw. i should not want to feel the uncomfortable sting and dull throbbing. this should not be what i want. i want it more than anything right now. i need it. i need to feel something. i am so numb. but it has been nearly a year, and i am 'not that person' anymore. at least, i try to convince myself and everyone else of that. i will always be 'that' person. and i hate myself for it.