#relationship diary

[pumpkinkatte]

Somewhere between childhood memories, awkward teenage years, growing up too fast, and trying to figure out adulthood… life quietly gave me someone who would end up changing everything 🥹🤍 And honestly? I think that’s why this chapter feels so emotional for me to write in the first place. Because this isn’t just some “cute relationship story” to me ☕🍂 This is years of memories. Years of growing up side-by-side. Years of becoming completely different people while somehow still continuing to choose each other through every version of ourselves. This is school years. Teenage years. College years. The insecure years. The confusing years. The “I have no idea what I’m doing with my life” years 😭☕✨ And I think what makes long-term love so emotional is realizing how many versions of each other you’ve witnessed over time. Not just the best versions. The exhausted versions. The emotional versions. The insecure versions. The struggling versions. The growing versions. The healing versions. And somehow… after all this time… we still keep finding our way back to each other 🤍 I’m honestly really glad I didn’t rush telling this story before I felt emotionally ready to. Because I didn’t want to tell it like some perfectly polished movie romance where everything magically worked out all the time. That wouldn’t even feel honest to who we are. I wanted this story to feel real. The awkwardness. The overthinking. The outside opinions. The moments where I genuinely doubted myself. The years where I convinced myself he’d never actually want someone like me. The growing pains that come with becoming adults while trying to learn how to love each other at the same time ☀️☕🍂 I think that’s what makes relationships meaningful in the first place honestly. Not perfection. Just two people continuing to choose each other while life keeps changing around them. And now sitting here at 16 weeks pregnant while writing this somehow feels surreal because younger versions of us genuinely would never believe this is where life eventually led 😭🤍 Sometimes I wish I could sit beside younger me for five minutes and tell her: “one day this person is going to become your home.” Not because life becomes perfect. Not because relationships suddenly become easy all the time. But because one day she’s going to realize that real love isn’t always loud at first ☕🍂 Sometimes it grows quietly beside you for years before you fully understand how important it’s become. And honestly? I think that’s exactly what happened to us 🤍

🤍 How We Met (Before Everything Changed)

[cathzinsmuln]

it really sucks trying to respect a partner's space and time when they're feeling bad But also wanting them to be fully transparent with you because you're so anxious about them leaving

[chrysanthemumpink]

Relationship diary #1

I wouldn't say I go out "more" now that I have a boyfriend but I do find myself in situations where t-shirts aren't ideal. I've never been one to have a night life so I have very few night life clothing. I've got about 2 more date outfits....I need to go shopping

[himynameispauline]

Cullen and I have been having such wonderful conversations recently. Things finally seem perfect again. We've been talking about getting engaged and getting married and having kids. I mean, we even discussed names and we settled on a boy's name and a girl's name. It just makes me excited for the future. I don't know what will happen and if Cullen and I will even stay together. But I know that I want it. If he asked me to marry him tomorrow, I think I'd say yes. I mean, we're already ahead of the schedule I had for myself. We've known each other for 6 years and we've been a thing for a year. (Add in some time, it's just never been consistent till now) I'm so very much in love with him and I know he's very much in love with me. Sorry for the relationship diary, I just wanted this here for me to look back on if he and I do make it to a wedding :-)

[lotusprincessdi-blog]

It’s 4 am and I just had the most romantic moment in my life sitting in a field without a care in the world smoked a cigar and danced with my darling to Sinatra literally one of the best moments in my life⭐️

[ohromeox]

My boyfriend officially moved in to my house yesterday. So much stuff to find room for. I think it will be a while before I'll see my bedroom floor again.

[vishu244]

The Talk

First thing was first, i started by asking him how he was? That's mature right? To be very honest, i could have just broke his nose and the convo could have ended there. But i didnt...we are all classy here. He said he was busy (of course). Then i asked him if he found himself yet, which i found hilarious. i knew this conversation was only going to be me talking, and him blankly staring. Another fact about Voldemort is that, he is unable to create words in his brain and spit them out. At first i thought he was just being ignorant, but soon i learned he is literally just mentally incapable or forming words. So its not his fault that he cant have a intellectual, meaningful conversation, he just literally cant. Eventually i asked him, why don't you ever pick up my calls or answer my messages? This was his response: "I just had nothing to say." So basically, when someone is explicitly asking you a specific question are we together or NOT? And calling you 27 times simply to know this answer, your appropriate response is, i just had nothing to say. Not a yes we are broken up, not a no i just need time, but just nothing. I mean, don't get me wrong, i knew i was not going to get anything out of this conversation, but i didn't expect it to be at this level. Basically i said everything i needed to say to Voldemort, i let him know how much of a coward he truly is, and how he never deserved anyone like me, and how he is selfish. He simply agreed and nodded his head through my rant and i was happy about it. Good! i thought. Good, he agrees what a fucking asshole he is. At least he was looking me in the eye at this point. He admit, that he is a coward, and he handled this breakup in the worst possible way anyone, could have ever broke someones heart ever. (At least that's how i felt) He then was trying to make small talk with me, asking me if i drink a lot now a days. I didn't want to have small talk with him because i want him to know he lost that place in my life. He is just a stranger now. I went along with some of it. I asked him if he still had my stuff, and he said yes. He said he still has my CD mix tapes in his car, and a painting i did for him of our "future dog" named fluffy. I kept questioning why? He treats me, as a individual, like i am so insignificant, why do you treat my stuff like its still important?  Of course he was first to suggest that he needs to leave (remember, he has such a strict schedule?). He asked me if i had anything else i needed to get off by chest, in case he goes MIA again (because that's what you're suppose to say to someone who is holding everything back to try and not break your nose this very second). I told him to leave, and of course, he just left. I sat there for about 20 minutes too. I didn't know what i was feeling at that moment, but i knew that this journey has now officially started. 

[tauruswank-blog]

Me and Virgo have been at home for about 2 days. I think we left once for food and brought it home to eat. I've been finishing up a lot of homework before spring break and it's honestly felt good to be here even though my stuff isn't all here yet. I think my family thinks I've disappeared off the face of the earth but I'm going to have breakfast with mom (Libra) tomorrow. So that will be good.

Tonight we went to a show and after came straight back home. I've had this killer head/ear ache so it was nice to get back to slothing away in front of my computer again. What is spring break for if I can't be extremely lazy?