Do you remember me?
After I went to the post office and dropped off two packages, I went to the bus stop and waited for the bus. Three of my old students came to the bus stop. It was raining and they didn’t didn’t have an umbrella so I offered my umbrella for the four of us. My student asked, “Do you remember me?” I said yes and told them that I remembered all of them. I remember all of my students, even the mischievous 6th graders I had during my first year. I may not remember or know their names but I do remember their faces. One of the greatest perks of being at my school for so long is being able to see my students grow although it does make me feel a little old. Seeing my old students can be awkward, pleasant, or neutral.
I wasn’t close with any of my 6th graders my first year but I was pretty close with some of my 6th graders during my second/third year. When I do meet my 6th graders I had my first year, it’s always awkward. Some will greet me and I’ll greet them in return but I’m literally cringing. These were the students who ran on top of tables, threw balls, screamed and didn’t pay attention during class. I cringe because it brings back unwanted memories and how hard it was during my first year. I must admit that they have matured a lot since then though. Some students wave at me, bow or will completely ignore me. Either way, I do not care if they do the latter. You are your own individual and you’re entitled to do what you want. Besides, I’m not Korean so it doesn’t offend me nor do I expect them to.
I feel proud and happy when I do see the students who I was able to bond with though. These were the students who opened up to me and came to the computer room to engage with me beyond English classes. Some of my students will walk with me to the bus stop or attempt to make small talks with me. I’m pretty approachable and they know that. I was waiting for the bus one day when my old student told me he’ll ask his mom to give me a ride. It was so sweet and thoughtful. When I see my students, it makes me proud and happy because I helped shape them into potential leaders who can become agents of change and empowerment for their community. Whether it’s true or not, it’s still rewarding to see my students grow intellectually and physically. When I look at some of my 5th graders, I still can’t believe how much they have grown in the last two years. Pretty soon they’ll be off to middle school.
