#renewed2018

[jessikaysngr]

cold, fall days like this just makes me miss those simple times in my jester dorm. I can still feel and remember what it smelled like. Not a bad smell, but a certain smell that clearly defined freshman year. now i am almost finished with my senior fall semester, depressed and no longer in tune with who i used to be. that girl who lived in jester is so different from the girl today. i miss her. 

[jessikaysngr]

Bb Ki

Started my 2018 off with a Scorpio and life could have not come any faster and honestly greater. super blue blood moon. comforting breakups. cleanouts. revelations. 

[jessikaysngr]

Spring 2018

For Spring 2018, I want to have more free time doing the things I love. I spent the Fall semester really putting myself out there and moving out of my comfort zone (I planned an entire event with a Freshman shadow for 500 guests!!!) This semester, I want to take time putting all the effort I put into other projects on projects that will elevate my dream of being a Beauty Influencer.

My three goals for Spring 2018:

> Stay ahead in class, don't fall behind. (because I'm quick to just slack off and be lazy when I find the chance lol)

> Attend more free beauty events in Austin (Because this city is huge and full of free opportunities!)

> Give myself time to grieve my mother. (because I have buried myself in my work and goals to avoid my mind from thinking about it which is okay sometimes, but I need to allow myself to heal emotionally and not avoid it.)