#renhanafictive

[fictionkinfessions]

being a fictive of a character who a friend of the host IDs as /and/ isnt comfortable with doubles kinda...sucks actually lol ? not to mention my source is fucking gross and i hate it. doesnt stop me from missing bell tho. -ren hana (btd2)

[kittychancorruption]

Oh to yearn for source mates <3

Would join some discord servers but like, most arent my vibe

[fictionkinfessions]

to be honest, i don't like seeing art of me, strade, and somebody's "pc" together. it's just fiction, i know, but when i see it i roll my eyes a little. would it really be possible? could the three of us "live" together? no way. i'm the only one he ever kept. if there was ever a third… if i liked them, i'd probably get jealous, maybe enough to kill him or even them. i'm an animal, after all. maybe i'd get jealous in the other way. it's nice to be the special one, sometimes. it can make you feel less afraid.

i don't think i'm as nice as some people seem to believe. i try to be, but there's something deep inside me that forgets how to be friendly.

-- ren hana fictive

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[kittychancorruption]

Heyy

Uh

Intro?

In case any Strade wants to talk to me ^^'

Name: Ren

Age: 19 (also bodies age wooo)

Gender: I feel like masc nonbinary? I'm fine with he him pronouns

Sexuality: man liker

About me!: I am a jealous person, and can be a bit uh protective? Over protective?, I enjoy art, anime, video games, and annoying others.

I do roleplay.

I'm fine with dms!

I just miss my Strade a lot, in a romantic way.

And it's just hhh

I remember him and I staying up all night watching his films until he passes out, or when we would just hang out

I just miss a lot

[kittychancorruption]

Lowkey looking for source mates rn...

[kittychancorruption]

i miss him, i really do, i miss spending time with him, cuddling, being online together, and just everything.